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3 weeks and feeling better. I couldn’t sleep three weeks ago now i am fine.(I don’t want to put false sense of security into it) I have relized that, If he doesn’t want to be with me, well $@# him. I deserve better. 2 years is a long time but it is better off not being 20 years of misery. Also I have to learned that you have to treat a broken heart like an injury like a broken arm or a leg, it is a shock to your system. and it is an injury to your system.

I think ive done it one week later just baby step though. I thought I was over it once before, but not. So I will keep stong and be even better in a week. Merry x-mas.