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xturnitup

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I'm doing 42 things
  

xturnitup's Life List

  2. 1. Treat my body like a temple
    3 cheers     		145 people
  3. 2. stop picking my skin
    76 entries . 4 cheers     		782 people
  4. 3. learn new things
    1 cheer     		127 people
  5. 4. Be less shy
    2 entries . 2 cheers     		3,051 people
  6. 5. stand up for myself
    1 entry . 3 cheers     		995 people
  7. 6. have a close group of friends
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		14 people
  8. 7. take more risks
    2 cheers     		1,071 people
  9. 8. be more talkative
    1 entry     		170 people
  10. 9. Be myself
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		1,856 people
  11. 10. be less anti-social
    1 cheer     		72 people
  12. 11. stop procrastinating
    1 cheer     		30,367 people
  13. 12. spend more time outdoors
    1 entry . 4 cheers     		960 people
  14. 13. take my camera everywhere
    2 entries . 6 cheers     		33 people
  15. 14. stop being so shy
    5 entries . 3 cheers     		539 people
  16. 15. do good in school
    4 entries . 1 cheer     		153 people
  17. 16. be more social
    9 entries . 2 cheers     		5,414 people
  18. 17. expand my social circle
    4 entries . 1 cheer     		541 people
  19. 18. Learn to sew my own clothes!
    2 entries     		413 people
  20. 19. exercise regularly
    3 entries . 1 cheer     		10,896 people
  21. 20. write a book
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		31,070 people
  22. 21. Make new friends
    4 entries . 1 cheer     		13,788 people
  23. 22. Spend less time fooling around on the net
    2 entries     		30 people
  24. 23. be more outgoing
    1 cheer     		2,765 people
  25. 24. stop being lazy
    		2,030 people
  26. 25. Improve eye sight naturally
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		6 people
  27. 26. learn to drive
    		6,767 people
  28. 27. create a tumblr theme
    		6 people
  29. 28. Get a tattoo
    3 cheers     		21,977 people
  30. 29. couchsurf
    1 cheer     		71 people
  31. 30. create an esty store
    		2 people
  32. 31. organize events
    		4 people
  33. 32. go to more events
    		1 person
  34. 33. do more art
    		409 people
  35. 34. blog more
    		540 people
  36. 35. be more active
    1 entry     		726 people
  37. 36. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    1 cheer     		21,503 people
  38. 37. stop blushing
    		158 people
  39. 38. beat social anxiety
    2 entries . 1 cheer     		495 people
  40. 39. move out
    		3,457 people
  41. 40. Get better with directions
    		2 people
  42. 41. change my life
    1 cheer     		484 people
  43. 42. Go to events found on craigslist
    		1 person

How I did it
How to find out who i am
It took me
1 year
It made me

How I did it: Spend time alone. Find the things that make you truely happy in life, that you truely enjoy. I've realized that I'm really into art, physcology, nature, helping others. Just do what you feel like, do what comes naturally to you. Maybe also try new things, see if you like them, expand your horizion. Expand your mind. Read how I did it…

Dec 20, 12:11PM PST | 0 comments | 12 cheers


How to have more self confidence
It took me
5 years
It made me

How I did it: It just takes practice to have positive more encouraging inner thoughts than negative ones. It's really just all about how you think. It's going to take awhile till these thoughts become a habit, so be patient with yourself, be kind to yourself, remember that every little step counts, and remember that you will have your ups and downs... it's okay. Read how I did it…

Dec 19, 10:47PM PST | 0 comments | 7 cheers


Recent entries
stop picking my skin (read all 76 entries…)
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my skin has been getting slowly better, i’ve been getting better at picking slowly aswell. i count how many times i pick a day. on good days the most i pick is 3, on bad days it’s 6-10. but most of the time it’s around 3-5. yesterday i messed up and it was about 10. it sucks, i have such a hard time when i break out. if im not out of the house, it’s really hard for me to not pick. i keep a squishy bracelet on my wrist so anytime i feel like picking i try to reach of that instead, squeeze it and take out my stress on that.

right now my face isnt looking so great. ive got 3 pimples on my chin that i couldnt leave alone so theyre all picked. one on my cheek that i also picked recently, plus all the scarring that is slowly going away. ugh.

May 10, 01:25PM PDT | 3 comments


stop picking my skin (read all 76 entries…)
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oh, also ive realized that feeling like my skin is clean makes me not want to pick. so i usually will exfoliate in the morning and put a clay mask on… after that i dont feel like picking because i dont want to damage the healing process. then at night i usually just use a gentle face wash.

it kind of helps me :)

Apr 24, 01:47PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments


stop picking my skin (read all 76 entries…)
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Ive been doing good the past two days and my skin is clearing up nicely… but today in the morning I already picked 3 times. I’m disapointed in myself and I really hope that’s the last time I pick for today. All I could think was “I need to get this out of my skin”. I need to remember that Im not getting anything out of my skin, just making it worse.

Apr 24, 01:24PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments


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