xturnitup

is chillin like a villian



I'm doing 42 things
 

xturnitup's Life List

  1. 1. Treat my body like a temple
    3 cheers
    145 people
  2. 2. stop picking my skin
    76 entries . 4 cheers
    782 people
  3. 3. learn new things
    1 cheer
    127 people
  4. 4. Be less shy
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    3,051 people
  5. 5. stand up for myself
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    995 people
  6. 6. have a close group of friends
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    14 people
  7. 7. take more risks
    2 cheers
    1,071 people
  8. 8. be more talkative
    1 entry
    170 people
  9. 9. Be myself
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1,856 people
  10. 10. be less anti-social
    1 cheer
    72 people
  11. 11. stop procrastinating
    1 cheer
    30,367 people
  12. 12. spend more time outdoors
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    960 people
  13. 13. take my camera everywhere
    2 entries . 6 cheers
    33 people
  14. 14. stop being so shy
    5 entries . 3 cheers
    539 people
  15. 15. do good in school
    4 entries . 1 cheer
    153 people
  16. 16. be more social
    9 entries . 2 cheers
    5,414 people
  17. 17. expand my social circle
    4 entries . 1 cheer
    541 people
  18. 18. Learn to sew my own clothes!
    2 entries
    413 people
  19. 19. exercise regularly
    3 entries . 1 cheer
    10,896 people
  20. 20. write a book
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    31,070 people
  21. 21. Make new friends
    4 entries . 1 cheer
    13,788 people
  22. 22. Spend less time fooling around on the net
    2 entries
    30 people
  23. 23. be more outgoing
    1 cheer
    2,765 people
  24. 24. stop being lazy
    2,030 people
  25. 25. Improve eye sight naturally
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    6 people
  26. 26. learn to drive
    6,767 people
  27. 27. create a tumblr theme
    6 people
  28. 28. Get a tattoo
    3 cheers
    21,977 people
  29. 29. couchsurf
    1 cheer
    71 people
  30. 30. create an esty store
    2 people
  31. 31. organize events
    4 people
  32. 32. go to more events
    1 person
  33. 33. do more art
    409 people
  34. 34. blog more
    540 people
  35. 35. be more active
    1 entry
    726 people
  36. 36. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    1 cheer
    21,503 people
  37. 37. stop blushing
    158 people
  38. 38. beat social anxiety
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    495 people
  39. 39. move out
    3,457 people
  40. 40. Get better with directions
    2 people
  41. 41. change my life
    1 cheer
    484 people
  42. 42. Go to events found on craigslist
    1 person

How I did it
How to find out who i am
It took me
1 year
It made me


How to have more self confidence
It took me
5 years
It made me


Recent entries
stop picking my skin (read all 76 entries…)
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my skin has been getting slowly better, i’ve been getting better at picking slowly aswell. i count how many times i pick a day. on good days the most i pick is 3, on bad days it’s 6-10. but most of the time it’s around 3-5. yesterday i messed up and it was about 10. it sucks, i have such a hard time when i break out. if im not out of the house, it’s really hard for me to not pick. i keep a squishy bracelet on my wrist so anytime i feel like picking i try to reach of that instead, squeeze it and take out my stress on that.

right now my face isnt looking so great. ive got 3 pimples on my chin that i couldnt leave alone so theyre all picked. one on my cheek that i also picked recently, plus all the scarring that is slowly going away. ugh.



stop picking my skin (read all 76 entries…)
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oh, also ive realized that feeling like my skin is clean makes me not want to pick. so i usually will exfoliate in the morning and put a clay mask on… after that i dont feel like picking because i dont want to damage the healing process. then at night i usually just use a gentle face wash.

it kind of helps me :)



stop picking my skin (read all 76 entries…)
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Ive been doing good the past two days and my skin is clearing up nicely… but today in the morning I already picked 3 times. I’m disapointed in myself and I really hope that’s the last time I pick for today. All I could think was “I need to get this out of my skin”. I need to remember that Im not getting anything out of my skin, just making it worse.



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