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yay im closer to my goal of 100! im 105 pounds to this day yeww! but i want my boyfriend back i love him more then i love losing weight as i came to find out today

i need support. BADLY. i wouldve been with my boyfriend for 1yr on the 30th this month. Everything was so perfect yesterday and every other day, we were together all the time and talked bout getting married he used to beg me to get married to him when im older. We talked of having babies when im 21. And he reassured me he loved me every 2 seconds. YESTERDAY was the worst day of my life. All through the day we hung out we slept in together and mucked around he told me out of everyone in the world he’d choose me and he loves me and will never leave me. We hung out into the late afternoon cuddling all day. THEN at about 6.30pm his mates came round to my house picked him up and drove off. Daz wouldnt answer his phone – but he returned bout 15 minutes later – cryingCRYING A LOT when i asked him what was wrong he said he was confused. YOU SEE MY BOYFRIEND WAS A CHRISTIAN [where im not as religeous these days cus of my depression and everything getting to me] and we were going to move out together this saturday and his parents were really mad about that and his friends were worried. So they talked to him, and daz agreed that he’d talk to them again later [at about 7.30pm] and i was crying cus i didnt know what was going on and why his friends had all turned against me. He kissed me and pinky promised me he’d return home later on and told me how much he loved me. Then he never returned home, i got a call at about 12.00am from him saying that we shouldnt be together anymore cus he needs to find himself. and im still crying this morning. We’re normally a strong couple madly in love. What happened???

HELP! im going to kill myself. Hes’ my first real boyfriend – my first true one, and the only one ive been with for so long im going to die. I cant do it. I dont get it, and now he doesnt answer my messages or my calls. we had so much more then this. help whats worse he did it over the phone. HELP ME!!! i cant stop crying

hope you’s are all going well. i havent been on much lately due to me moving house on my own with my boyfriend at such a young age of 16 ! but hey i’ll be back. still doing tha water fast, and ill NEVER eat when i move out yay!

- tigerlily
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