I'm doing 34 things
i think it's happening :]
6 months ago
when i’m not with him i can’t stop thinking about him, and when i’m with him i never want to leave..
xxalibixx's Life List
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1. Have a totally different life by this time next year
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2. buy a new guitar
2 entries63 people -
3. Make 2009 My Best Year Yet
2 entries . 12 cheers110 people -
4. be a model
1 entry . 2 cheers1,333 people -
5. write a song
1 entry . 2 cheers4,187 people -
6. expand my cd collection
2 entries31 people -
7. save $2000
3 entries . 3 cheers64 people -
8. Learn to drive
5 entries . 3 cheers6,116 people -
9. Change my name
3 entries . 3 cheers491 people -
10. dye my hair
1 entry1,063 people -
11. Get a tattoo
6 entries . 2 cheers20,217 people -
12. get a tan
1 entry1,362 people -
13. Crowd surf
2 entries . 2 cheers300 people -
14. be in a band
2 entries1,487 people -
15. learn to sew
5 entries . 4 cheers3,629 people -
16. go to a Metallica concert
2 entries . 1 cheer52 people -
17. learn to walk in high heels
1 entry . 2 cheers317 people -
18. watch the sun rise
1 entry . 4 cheers78 people -
19. Learn to cook
5 entries . 2 cheers8,147 people -
20. research my family history
1 entry . 5 cheers121 people -
21. move house
1 entry140 people -
22. Go horse riding
1 entry . 2 cheers33 people -
23. go skinny dipping
1 entry . 2 cheers3,080 people -
24. Grow my hair
3 entries . 2 cheers744 people -
25. learn french
3 entries . 2 cheers10,555 people -
26. learn to play poker
1 entry426 people -
27. Try sushi
1 entry . 5 cheers240 people -
28. Fall in love
3 entries . 5 cheers24,401 people -
29. Volunteer
2 cheers4,869 people -
30. go on a thrift store shopping spree
2 entries . 1 cheer21 people -
31. participate in a protest
1 entry . 4 cheers333 people -
32. develop my psychic abilities
3 entries . 3 cheers252 people -
33. Go to Europe
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34. Go to New York
2 entries . 2 cheers1,399 people
How I did it
It made me
feel alive 
How I did it: I went to counselling for about 6 months, it didn't make me feel better but I understood things more.I left my old school at the end of year 10, and by doing that I also left behind all the people who made me hate going to school. After a few months of doing nothing, I enrolled in a different school. I met an amazing group of people, the people there were so different compared to my last school. I also met a guy, just being around him mad… Read how I did it…
It made me
Happy and inspired
How I did it: Well first I made a list of what I wanted in my life. This can be anything from your career, health, romance, things you want to buy etc. Then for each category I listed what I wanted. So once I did that I just had to find images and words that represented this.Once I had done that I put everything down on the board. I moved everything around until I was happy. Then I started glueing and tadaa it was done :-) Read how I did it…
It made me
Accomplished.
How I did it: I have a part time job, so I tried to save as much of my pay as I could. If I got asked to stay back or come in to work on a day I wasn't working I would take the opportunity to earn more money. I treated myself every now and then, but I think I only spent about $50-$100 during the whole time I was trying to save. I only bought clothes I really needed, and even then I tried to buy things that were on special. Read how I did it…
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Recent entries
I have a boyfriend now
7 months ago
and today I nearly completed this goal. I couldn’t though coz he’s sick with a cold :(
I feel like I am finally moving forward.
7 months ago
I know I’ve said a few times before that I felt like I was getting better, but I guess those times were only moments where I didn’t feel sad but I didn’t feel better. Alot has been happening in the past 2 months. I started at a new school, and for the first time in my life I actually look forward to going to school.
The last 2 weeks I’ve been getting to know this guy that’s in my group. Even though I have a best friend [another guy], this new guy is just amazing. Just being around him makes me feel happy. And I actually feel it. HAPPINESS.
Anyway, yesterday I decided to tell him about my past and how I’ve been feeling numb and all the stuff I’ve been through. At the end I told him how he was helping me feel better, like feel emotion again. You should have seen the smile on his face.
By the end of the day we had a date arranged :]
It’s so weird how quickly your life can turn into hell, and then it only takes one thing to snap it right back to being amazing.
Last year I thought about cutting myself, running away and comitting suicide. Even though I thought about it, I didn’t do any of those things. I guess I knew deep down there would be a stage in my life where I was glad I didn’t give up. I think I’ve finally reached that point. I’m really proud of myself :]
