I'm doing 41 things
Untitled
3 years ago
I guess.. it’s not such a big thing now. We’ve started talking again now that my dad is no longer with us. I don’t know, it just seems like such a little thing now.
Cacey's Life List
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1. become a vegan
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2. ride a camel
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3. stop being afraid to vomit
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4. finish college
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5. be rich
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6. visit new york city
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7. to find out if ghost are real
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8. buy a digital camera
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9. get another computer
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10. get married
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11. Be a better vegetarian
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12. Be a good sister
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13. get over my first boyfriend
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14. deflower a virgin
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15. take a road trip
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16. pose for playboy
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17. never stop dreaming
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18. have sex with a woman just once
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19. change someone's life for the better
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20. let my cats know i love them more than anything
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21. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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22. Visit Australia
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23. win the lottery
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24. encounter the ghost/spirit of a dead loved one
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25. inspire someone
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26. see Tori Amos live
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27. Meet my online friends
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28. go to Vet school
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29. study psychology
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30. get rid of my caffeine addiction
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31. have a daughter
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32. dream lucidly
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33. learn to cook. Really cook.
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34. Buy my cat new cat toys
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35. buy a divacup
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36. get more tattoos
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37. Buy more DVDs
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38. be on Miami Ink as i get inked
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39. be a vet assistant
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40. meet Ani Difranco
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41. Marry my boyfriend
364 people
Recent entries
Untitled
4 years ago
I’ve been to three, and I had so much fun each time. Even though I haven’t been as into WWE lately, I would definetly go again to an event if the opportunity comes.
And as much as I want to, I can't.
4 years ago
One of my coolest cousins did something I couldn’t imagine her doing. She helped my dad relapse on weed. And then lied about it. Now I am so upset with her I don’t talk to her, I refuse to. She let my dad give into his cravings, the natural symptom of withdrawel. He had quit, he had stopped completly for over 6 months. He even was caught saying many times that he was glad he stopped, didn’t need it anymore. Yet, in one of his lowest points, his weakest point to giving in, she let him have it. I then realized how low she was. She’s contantly drinkings/smoking around her kids, and around anyone who will tolerate her. She got lonley in the village of the booze and joints and apparently decided to bring back my dad. My dad has been smoking weed since I’ve been born, this was the only time I know of him quitting. And I was so happy and so proud, now I am angry, dissapointed, and embarrassed of him. I told my aunt about her giving him some weed one day and my aunt confronted her, since she is her mother. She lied about it. She took complete innocence. Now, this makes me want to kick her ass all around the damn room. I no longer talk to her anymore and since news travels fast around this family, I’m sure she knows why I never go out drinking with her and her low friends, I have actually quit drinking (I’ve decided to wait until I was 21, to do it legally.) and since I’ve always been turned off by any kind of drugs, now I’m turned off even more. Thinking of this whole situation again makes my blood boil.
