I remember my ex boyfriend and I making love in the rain. We weren’t outside getting wet, but we had our own little secret “spot” where it was very private and very sacred to us. It all of a sudden got dark mid day and as we were having a sweet conversation about our future, it began to thunderstorm. We looked at each other with faces that asked, “should we go?” and instead of turning on the car to leave, he grabbed my hand and held it tight. I leaned in and kissed him, somehow knowing that this was a moment I would never forget in my life. We passionately kissed as the rain drops got thicker and thicker. The thunder was very loud as we made love, but the whole day seemed so perfect. One of the most amazing love making times I will surely never forget.
Aug 07, 2008, 10:37PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
trust issues?
15 months ago
my whole life i have been lied to over and over again and abused and neglected and also betrayed and taken advantage of.
I want someone to prove to me that not everyone lies and not everyone wants to hurt you.
Jul 29, 2008, 04:56AM PDT | 1 cheer | 2 comments
I may be younger than most of you who are on this site, but I assure you, I’m just as mature. He was my first real boyfriend. We were together for 10 1/2 months. Which, even to a little kid, is attatchment for a long time. He said he ended things because he’s not ready for a relationship, and I think that’s funny.. because in the beginning, I wasn’t either. He’s a year older than me, and I was the one who felt I wasn’t ready. But I stayed with him until I was ready. And now that I am, he isn’t. Relationships are a game with the mind and heart. They’re there to test you on how weak you are. And if you overcome them, you get the honor of laughing at the test and proving you are stronger. Relationships are there to teach you lessons, marraige is your reward. And unfortunately.. your first love is hardly ever your reward.
It’s only been a day, and I have already learned what most people learn months after the break up. This is only a test to see how weak I am. And you know what? I’m stronger than any guy that has ever broken my heart. This break up will hurt me like hell, but I’M ONLY THAT MUCH STRONGER.
Dec 27, 2006, 07:29AM PST | 2 cheers | 1 comment
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