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  1. 1. lose weight
    35,285 people
  2. 2. laugh every day
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    356 people
  3. 3. write a story
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    513 people
  4. 4. stop being so serious all the time
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  5. 5. forgive
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    790 people
  6. 6. learn what "to love" really means
    16 people
  7. 7. trust someone completely and find they were worth it
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    57 people
  8. 8. Develop a habit of writing every day
    52 people
  9. 9. learn to trust
    402 people
  10. 10. list three things every day that made me happy
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  11. 11. Meet the love of my life
    311 people
  12. 12. stop throwing tantrums
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  13. 13. Become Financially Independent
    5,157 people
  14. 14. watch the sunrise on the beach
    46 people
  15. 15. move on
    394 people
  16. 16. read the Bible in a year
    248 people
  17. 17. create love
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  18. 18. write a novel
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  19. 19. stop worrying
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  20. 20. create my own advice column
    834 people
  21. 21. go to another country
    82 people
  22. 22. NOT see or contact him in any way/any form for 60 days
    89 people
  23. 23. get married
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  24. 24. give my parents as much as they have given me
    409 people
  25. 25. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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  26. 26. find time to play
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  27. 27. find more ways to save money
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  28. 28. have no regrets
    1,567 people
  29. 29. love myself
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  30. 30. Fall in love
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  31. 31. go to Africa
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  32. 32. learn to deal with deadlines better.
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  33. 33. balance lust and love
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  34. 34. Learn to say no
    1,039 people
  35. 35. fall in love with someone who loves me too
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  36. 36. get paid to blog
    507 people
  37. 37. live my dreams instead of dreaming my life
    129 people
  38. 38. Compare myself to no one, but who I was yesterday
    76 people
  39. 39. Have a totally different life by this time next year
    984 people
  40. 40. meet more people
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Recent entries
make love in the rain
The great love ever made-in the history of myself ;) 11 months ago

I remember my ex boyfriend and I making love in the rain. We weren’t outside getting wet, but we had our own little secret “spot” where it was very private and very sacred to us. It all of a sudden got dark mid day and as we were having a sweet conversation about our future, it began to thunderstorm. We looked at each other with faces that asked, “should we go?” and instead of turning on the car to leave, he grabbed my hand and held it tight. I leaned in and kissed him, somehow knowing that this was a moment I would never forget in my life. We passionately kissed as the rain drops got thicker and thicker. The thunder was very loud as we made love, but the whole day seemed so perfect. One of the most amazing love making times I will surely never forget.



trust someone completely and find they were worth it
trust issues? 11 months ago

my whole life i have been lied to over and over again and abused and neglected and also betrayed and taken advantage of.

I want someone to prove to me that not everyone lies and not everyone wants to hurt you.



get through this breakup
recent heart break 2 years ago

I may be younger than most of you who are on this site, but I assure you, I’m just as mature. He was my first real boyfriend. We were together for 10 1/2 months. Which, even to a little kid, is attatchment for a long time. He said he ended things because he’s not ready for a relationship, and I think that’s funny.. because in the beginning, I wasn’t either. He’s a year older than me, and I was the one who felt I wasn’t ready. But I stayed with him until I was ready. And now that I am, he isn’t. Relationships are a game with the mind and heart. They’re there to test you on how weak you are. And if you overcome them, you get the honor of laughing at the test and proving you are stronger. Relationships are there to teach you lessons, marraige is your reward. And unfortunately.. your first love is hardly ever your reward.

It’s only been a day, and I have already learned what most people learn months after the break up. This is only a test to see how weak I am. And you know what? I’m stronger than any guy that has ever broken my heart. This break up will hurt me like hell, but I’M ONLY THAT MUCH STRONGER.



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