so he forgot,bt he always fogets.he just cant be bothered to make the effort for me.you know sometimes i really do wonder if he does actually love me, or is he just scared of being alone. i dont think he realise ow much i actually love him.i mean yh im only 15 but this is my first love and i dont really know why i feel like this, he just makes me feel so good, bt thats only when he is actually paying me attention and not ignoring or forgetting bout me.so this time im watching what he says very carefully, lets see if he really does care about me…
yamma3's Life List
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1. meet Mikey Way
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2. Donate blood
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3. be in a shark cage while a great white shark swims around me
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4. Hike Mt. Kilimanjaro
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6. change someone's life for the better
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7. live each day as if it were my last, but learn each day as if I'll live forever
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8. live simply
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9. obtain a gun license
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10. see the world
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11. get my motorcycle license
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12. dump a pitcher of tea on someone
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13. kiss in a photobooth
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14. Invade Poland. Blame it on Germany.
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15. see the northern lights
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16. go snowboarding
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17. fall asleep outside watching the stars with someone i care about
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18. stay up all night just talking to someone while we wander around outside
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19. take a risk and do something crazy and impulsive no matter what the consequences might be
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20. LEARN GAELIC
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21. GET A KAWASAKI ZX12-R
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22. get a tatoo
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23. make a list of 100 things that make me happy.
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24. bungee jump
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25. do a triathlon
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26. Stop wasting money
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27. learn to ride a horse
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28. Rant, rave and get it off my chest (id est, post randomly)
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29. list perfection and live it
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30. Make love in front of a log fire
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31. have a house with hidden rooms and trap doors, and some kind of secret tunnel
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32. Get trapped in an elevator with someone interesting
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33. be happy with my body
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34. Kiss under a waterfall
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35. learn to control my temper completely
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36. Start writing poetry again
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37. stop him from getting to me
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38. get my relationship back on track
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39. never lose my sense of wonder
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40. fuLLfiLL my dReams!
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41. let go of the fear of rejection
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42. Go skydiving
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43. i want to work out why im feeling so low
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haha this is a great idea lol ive just turned greebe n i get da wierdest looks form old ppl nd lil kiddies its great. . .now to make them cry
