Sara

I dont know what I was thinking when I decided it was an ok idea to start talking to my ex again… I think I wouldve been much better off if I just stayed in NYC…everything was good in my life while I was there… but as soon as started talking to him again everything I have been working towards for this past year has fallen apart-finally finishing school, a great job, finally some stability in my life… but he has a way of destroying everything I work so hard for….I wish he could just forget about me and leave me alone..what a disaster…. idk I wish there was a way where we could actually be cordial though. I would be perfectly happy having a friendship with him but he either wants a seriously-suffocating and depressing relationship or to be complete enemies..and I want neither of those… it’s almost impossible to disappear and hide from him…but at the same time i would actually try to be friends considering i invested 9 years of my life on him…it would feel like a waste turning my back on all that time and energy I spent with him… But!-after this miserable experience being around him just this past month and realizing how much damage he had caused in just a few weeks…it’s pretty obvious that it is even more of a waste continuing to talk to him. I can just imagine how much I could achieve if I was never to see or speak to him again….hmmmm…something to think about:) i think I’ll say ‘farewell’ to that horrible person…..:(

helllllll yaaaaaa this was worth doing!!!!!! i have NEVER had my drivers license!!.. and probably have been arrested numerous times just for the fact that I have been driving since I was about 14/15… I couldnt help it though- driving was like an unhealthy obsession and basically the only thing that could ever help relieve me of any stress- which i absorb a lot of…but I am now FREEEE and am able to drive, and even after all the suspensions I just cannot believe it- but this is one goal I will continue to keep a close watch on especially considering on how important it is to have one. Well maybe not as important in NYC, but it is basically a necessity to life everywhere else…..sighh….......thank..buddah…...

1) The Suez Canal
2) The Eiffel Tower
3) The Alaska Highway
4) The Golden Gate Bridge
5) The Empire State Building
6) Dneproges Dam, Dnieper River, Ukraine
7) The Panama Canal

Some of these wonders are not on all lists. Other “Modern Wonder” lists include:

• Atomic Energy Research Establishment, Harwell, England
• Big Ben Clock Tower, London, England
• Channel Tunnel, England/France
• CN Tower, Toronto, Canada
• Gateway Arch, St.Louis, USA
• High Dam, Aswan, Egypt
• Hoover Dam, Arizona/Nevada, USA
• Itaipú Dam, Brazil/Paraguay
• Mount Rushmore National Memorial, South Dakota, USA
• Petronas Towers, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
• Statue of Cristo Redentor, Rio de Janiero, Brazil
• Statue of Liberty, New York, USA
• Sydney Opera House, Australia