yelloworange




I'm doing 43 things
 

yelloworange's Life List

  1. 1. Love ♥ wastefully
    18 cheers
    1 person
  2. 2. Realize that life is too short to be scared and be brave instead (life is for the living)
    1 entry . 14 cheers
    1 person
  3. 3. Work p/t, make music and art, volunteer = to fill up my days
    8 cheers
    2 people
  4. 4. "Cleansweep" my life up to 100% (http://betterme.org/cleansweep.html)
    6 entries . 6 cheers
    89 people
  5. 5. Adopt an orphan, maybe several!
    2 entries . 3 cheers
    1 person
  6. 6. Live the four agreements
    2 cheers
    34 people
  7. 7. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
    6 entries . 1 cheer
    5,954 people
  8. 8. Celebrate my own traditions
    11 cheers
    1 person
  9. 9. Attract good karma
    7 cheers
    7 people
  10. 10. Make my home an oasis
    4 cheers
    2 people
  11. 11. Organize myself and declutter my possessions
    1 entry . 5 cheers
    1 person
  12. 12. Practise a new sport every week (until I find one I like enough to do often)
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1 person
  13. 13. Grow my hair out and stop fussing about with it much
    3 cheers
    1 person
  14. 14. Stop running away and "starting over" every time I want to change (accept or deal with my past)
    8 cheers
    1 person
  15. 15. Stop wearing black, navy and gray - be colourful!
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    1 person
  16. 16. Change my wardrobe into clothes that fit my body type and colouring
    5 cheers
    2 people
  17. 17. Stop trying to be normal and just truly be myself
    10 cheers
    1 person
  18. 18. Learn to lucid dream
    4 cheers
    44 people
  19. 19. Practise reacting well in unusual/emergency situations
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    1 person
  20. 20. Do the Flylady daily missions
    9 entries . 2 cheers
    48 people
  21. 21. be part of a team that donates 10 million grains of rice through freerice.com
    62 team members . 41 entries . 1 cheer
    145 people
  22. 22. Declutter people I don't need/who are hurtful from my life (and let the good ones in)
    5 cheers
    1 person
  23. 23. Send out a circle journey (www.circlejourney.com)
    1 person
  24. 24. Send my secrets to PostSecret (www.postsecret.com)
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1 person
  25. 25. Not be in oblivion about my health
    1 cheer
    1 person
  26. 26. Speak at least 5 languages fluently
    1 cheer
    7 people
  27. 27. Mind my manners (be friendly, polite, diplomatic)
    1 cheer
    1 person
  28. 28. NOT see or contact him in any way/any form for 60 days
    10 entries . 5 cheers
    77 people
  29. 29. Develop fun ways to do my 'Top 15 boring things I have to do'
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    1 person
  30. 30. List and perform 100 good deeds
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    1 person
  31. 31. Make a smaller ecological footprint
    3 cheers
    1,014 people
  32. 32. Write to a prisoner on death row
    3 cheers
    2 people
  33. 33. Make a fun, inspirational, useful, quirky website
    1 cheer
    1 person
  34. 34. Experience books, movies, concerts, theatre, art, and museums much more often
    4 cheers
    1 person
  35. 35. Stop talking to myself in the mirror!
    2 cheers
    1 person
  36. 36. Make a list of 43 things I know very little about, & then learn at least 3 things about each of them
    3 entries . 1 cheer
    101 people
  37. 37. Each morning write down 3 goals for Today
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    17 people
  38. 38. List my fave helpful, fun and great websites
    1 entry
    1 person
  39. 39. make a stencil and go tagging
    1 cheer
    43 people
  40. 40. learn to skateboard
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1,322 people
  41. 41. draw
    3 cheers
    346 people
  42. 42. Dare to be an angel
    1 entry
    1 person
  43. 43. Make my quote book
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1 person
Recent entries
Make my quote book
I've collected over 100... 3 months ago

... quotes.

And I am looking forward to making a quote book out of them to which I can add and remove quotes as I find new ones and grow out of others.


Dare to be an angel
Dare to be an angel 3 months ago

www.daretobeanangel.com

I wish I had the guts to do this. I want to be nice to people, and those I know are easy but I want to be able to be really nice to strangers too. I wouldn’t hesitate if it wasn’t for the fact that I’m sometimes so shy, although I pretend to always be confident and that’s why it would seem so wierd (and I would feel voulnarable) if I all of a sudden showed my shyness to people (because if they’d talk to me maybe I wouldn’t know what to say and I would feel totally embarrassed! lol)


NOT see or contact him in any way/any form for 60 days (read all 10 entries…)
9 days left! 3 months ago

Good work, me.

I’ve been working every day (yes, finally got a job!) and haven’t really had time for much else.
The thing is, I’m sort of scared to talk to him now after these days… it’s so easy to slip back into the same old pattern and I really want to change this situation.
If I’m brave enough, I’ll just lay it all out to him, telling him that I feel some special feelings for him. Then it’s out there and I don’t have to act like anything anymore.
I don’t want to pretend not to like him anymore.

Well, if I’m brave enough, that is.
Otherwise I guess I’ll just keep avoiding him and pray it all goes away… ;)

I really should learn to be less proud and more open and wasteful of my loving feelings. Cause they’re all good.

...How will this thing ever end?


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