I need to go dancing.
But hoping… A client asked me about my rates…she said maybe starting next year she will do privates with me…we’ll see. 2 clients are going out of town. Hopefully new ones will come. :)
I didnt go last sunday. Was tired. Just wanted to take a Nap. I know i like it. But sometimes I like tospend time for myself, like the other day. But I have to go through it, I know, this is my thing. I want to learn, I have to, grow, share, become the best possible me.
We are not really even close to get out of debt. Because we are working in being happy. Sometimes those 2 things are opposites. It will come. Everything comes. God is with us. We are with God.
I wish I am taking more classes. But yesterday I did too much of one posture, and I cant move today, but I am fine, I will give time to my body toheal. It is easy to seat and complain, I am not doing that. My body has to accept my new me, and receive the benefits of new postures. 100% practice.
I realized that last couple of days. Being the best possible person you want to be, is a full time job. Your mind is a full time enemy, through your awareness you have to fight those thoughts that are not real, and come back to the reallity of love.
I guess we are moving next saturday. Still cant believe it. As much as we complained about money, we are doing it. We owe more money, but both, we are willing to work hard for it. I love what I do, Danny enjoys what he does, we hope everything will accomodate for our best interest. Sat Nam.
Some people told me to open a studio in Argentina, I would love to, but not right now. I feel there is more for me in nyc, more for me to learn, more for me to grow. I am in the right place? Yes I am. Time to grow, and cultivate Argentina will come, in time.
I didnt hear my meditation on Patience. But I felt better, I want to listen to it tonight. I had a different point of view, i feel with a new point of view about everything, even music that i am listening is happier, I hope the storm is gone, i hope to see the brightest sky, and the most beautiful sun, surroungind us. I hope this coming year, is a year of evolution, a year of peace, a year of love, a year of compassion, a year of enlightenment.
My backache was so strong that went to my neck and eyes, tried to read a little bit, would love to have more time in my day. just a thought.
Last few days he s been really down. I hope he starts feeling better, we signed the lease already, so far the money always appearred even at the last second, so I guess we are cover. I wish he can embrace everything with a little more hope, cause he is a little down. Hope he can see the bright side of even the darkest problems.
Starting next trimester, i will have one more class. I want 2 more I think, but only if they are convenient. I have a fresh energy, I am more energized than the last few days, although I have a terrible backache, but I am fine. I am trying not to cry about money, and keep my eyes on God, knowing that he will always be there helping us, in difficult times.I know transitions are not always easy, but I have my faith, my talent,and love surrounding me, I am sure I can manifest more prosperity in my life is just a question of focus, determination, and patience, and love to all.
cause I like moving and meditate, and I think it could be good to have that connected to yoga and meditation, and massage. I ask the universe for a teacher.
Cause I want to be a great teacher, I dont want to be a star, I dont want to be popular, I want to be good, I dont want to be driven buy my oryours expectations, I want to teach from my heart to your heart, and understand not everybody will agree, and that is fine.
I want to be a great teacher I want to make a difference in people’s lives.
I am always focusing, in tomorrow, that I cant grasp today. I am always wanting something that I don’t have, ignoring what is here, present. It is ok to grow, to wish more, but is not ok to forget, to cancel, or ignore what is in front of your eyes. Awareness.
I remember when I was in high school I used to laugh so much… what a good feeling. As we get older, we get thicker, harder, serious, and we forget of many things, including laugh.
But never is too late.
Has helped me last few days, with his meditation on patience. My frien Diana called me yesterday to tell me that she read a phrase and thought of me ” be the change you wish to see in the world” and the funny thing i have a painting with that phrase in my apartment. BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN WORLD.