I'm doing 24 things
I don’t know. I thought I loved him for 3 years. we’ve hardly talked for the past 2 years, but I still held on. I slowly got over it, and now I’m not sure if I was just holding onto that feeling because it was there, it was so real and beautiful and I was special to him, and I was afraid of him, and I was intrigued by him. He has a girlfriend now, and they are perfect together, she’s incredible, but they’re going through a hard time. I’m only writing this so I don’t forget. I never want to forget. She talks to me about it, and I find I’m okay with that. I want him to be happy; She deserves to be happy. I’ll tell him eventually. I think it’s really selfish of me. It’ll only make things more awkward then they are, and it might make him feel bad. But I need to say it, it’s weighing me down.
youareoutofcontrol's Life List
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1. Play the sims 2 online for free
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2. Find my brother
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3. pass 9th grade
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4. Open up more
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5. re-gain faith
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6. care
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7. make a movie
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8. write a book
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9. not forget anything
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10. Go to that little vegetarian cafe
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11. Tell him I loved him
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12. Find my sister
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13. send a postcard to postsecret
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14. speak fluent Japanese
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15. see the northern lights
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16. become a spy
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17. grow my own vegetables
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18. play acoustic guitar
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19. save someone
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20. travel the world
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21. let myself fall in love
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22. go skinny dipping
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23. move on
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24. stop caking on the make-up.
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How I did it
It made me
obbsessive 
How I did it: I went to the Book Exchange, where they had them all, really really cheap. And boy oh boy am I glad I did. Got them all for around 20 dollars and 15 cents. I loved them and did nothing else but sit in bed and read that week. Way better then the movies. Read how I did it…
It made me
fricken sweet
How I did it: Publix vegetarian sushi, or snack pack. Any with no meat, (ie. crab, shrimp, ect.). Only like $5.00 and it is fabulous. Avocado is highly recommended. Read how I did it…
It made me 
How I did it: Welllllllll.... My friends did it, really. they backcombed random bulks of hair, then rubber banned it. Took 20 hours. I looked crazy the first week or so. Read how I did it…
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