hey i made this video like 2 months ago. i thought id post it here if anybody would like to see it. it helps me when im struggling or having a bad day.
youknowilyso's Life List
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1. Overcome my eating disorder.
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2. do 200 sit-ups every day
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3. stop procrastinating
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4. have better posture
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5. go on a cruise
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6. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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7. eat healthier
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8. Tone my tummy and get flat abs
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9. Kiss in the rain
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10. be more confident
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11. travel to every continent
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12. learn Swedish
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13. Daily: Reflect on 5 things for which I'm grateful.
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14. read
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15. stop nibbling unnecessarily
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16. stop losing my cell phone and iPod
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17. be punctual
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18. Sell my old clothes on Ebay
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19. follow my meal plan
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20. love myself
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21. see a Darfur documentary
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22. get my ears pierced
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23. learn how to style my hair
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24. be a better driver
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25. watch season three veronica mars
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26. use chapstick every hour
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27. Stop the addiction to sugar.
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28. find the perfect pair of jeans
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29. go to sleep by 10:30 every night
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30. learn to play "teasing to please (left side, strong side)" on guitar and perform for other people
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31. meet the a-teens!
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32. date some cute/hot emo guy
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33. find my soulmate
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34. wear clothes from the runway
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35. find a unique, cute little travel mascot to take with me on all trips and photograph "him" next to touristy sites wherever i go...(kind of like the traveling gnome).
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36. have a deep conversation about life with someone in a coffee shop in italy
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im so addicted to being “empty.” every time i eat i feel bloated :/ and it doesnt help that my self image has gone down in the past few weeks… but im being put on antidepressants so maybe, just maybe thatll help. but im also a little worried about whether antidepressants will make me gain weight, but i know thats just that little eating disorder voice inside me being paranoid…
fuck, im SO pissed off right now. i posted pictures of my outfits in an lj fashion community and so pretty much everyone hated them and said i looked like a blind 12-year-old. you know, like those people who wear overly-cutesy outfits and layer way too much? i dont think i look anything like that and have always considered myself to be a very fashion-forward-yet-think-outside-of-the-box type of person, but im starting to doubt that and its freaking me out. i still dont think i look like anything these people are comparing me to, but the overwhelming number of negative and even mocking comments are seioursly starting to hurt.
