Nothing’s change. It’s been a year….
Nonetheless, I love myself more than I love myself last year. Started to control my temper, don’t easily get angry, make a lot of new friends…
It’s hard cos I need to motivate myself everyday…Don’t wanna fall anymore…move forward…
hmm…
If I express myself, I would hurt other people’s feeling.
So I rather be quiet and pretend as if nothing happens. It hurts me even more. Feel like a loser whenever I can’t speak my heart out.
At times, I have to remind myself to forgive and forget. But it’s not that easy…
I live in Southeast Asia, so I don’t think I have a chance to witness it. No nothern lights, no snow, no tornado….
I appreciate everything that Mother Nature has to offer here: sun, sandy beaches etc. But it’s good once in a while to experience something extraordinary…
All I can say is, you guys r lucky~!
i volunteered myself to help flood victims after their village has been flooded, recorded as one of the worst disaster in my country.
My friends and I donate everything that we could possibly give, and offered some help like cleaning the house etc.
What saddened me the most was that they never appreciated what we’ve done. We gave them snacks, few packets of instant noodles and rice to survive for at least 3 days, but they questioned us back whether we have better food than what was given. Some didnt want to accept cloth and other necessities, and acted as if they were rich. Demand this, demand that…
Didn’t they realize after the flood, they r not as rich as they think they are…?? can’t they at least say thank you?
I used to think that i might faint in front of people when i give a speech. Hell, i was wrong…
Had a public speaking yesterday. i was freaked out a lil bit before it started. But after a while i gained the confidence and did the best as i could.
Well, it wasn’t perfect, but i managed to let go the fear.
When my family travel overseas, I hav to sit at home and take care of our cats.
I’m scared of height, and aeroplane too. I guess i watch too much Air Crash Investigation on NAtional Geograpahic. Haha~
But, seriously, if i don’t overcome this fear, i’d ended nowhere. I wanna see the world from bird’s point of view. A change for good
The honorific form and informal form are killing me!
I had my Korean reading test a few weeks ago. i get confused with the vowels. And after a few months learning this language, i still can’t communicate with the Koreans. SIGH
I can’t even take care of myself..
My friends and relatives already married and have their own kids. I’m left alone and it sucks. It’s nice to see them being more responsible, loving and have a ‘friend’ to talk to…
This goal won’t be achieved until I’m fully ready. i don’t know when but I will. For now, I better be more responsible of my own life!
i used to cry a lot at the time I added this in my 43 things.
Things turn out great nowadays. The ups and lows of life somehow turn me to be a better person, and that’s wonderful. I guess, as the time passes by, some things will be fixed in its own way.
When I was a kid, I was taught that I should always be brave and not to cry. Most of my friends were boys, so I didn’t want them to call me crybaby.
When i get older, i realize it’s normal to cry. It’s normal to have that feeling and everything’s gonna be okay.
It’s true. I rarely cry, but once i cry, the pain just fades away.
Why do I always say NO when I want to say YES.
THis is something that I don’t understand about myself.
Yesterday, he said again the 3 words that he once told me a month ago.
And once again, i said NO. When i think back, i don’t know why i did that. I really want him, but i’m scared of the possibilities.
I feel like a loser. Gah!
i am so sick of my friend because of her stupidity.
It annoys me. Whenever we go out, she keeps acting like that. I don’t know wether she’s real or just faking it.
But, sometimes, i adore her. Secretly. She has the courage to do things that I’m afraid to do because I’m ashamed what ppl will think of me. She’s different. She doesn’t care, as long she’s happy with it.
I think it’s not because i’m annoyed of her. I’m just jealous of herself.
i wanna try this, but none of my fren intrested in rock climbing.
i dont want to do it alone :P
what’s matter here is how your eyes capture the ‘moment’.
I know… I know… i know i’m not good at photography.
But it’s good to have a DSLR. I’ve been using semi-SLR and I always encounter problem when I wanna control the shutter speed.
I want a DSLR camera!
I just dropped one subject for this semester. Silly decision, but I just couldn’t take it anymore. I don’t want to graduate just because I have to or because my family forces me to. I want to do something that I can be proud of. Life is more than what is written on the text book.
So I have to wait for a year in order to take the same subject again. I haven’t decided what I should do in a year from now. 2006 could be the worst year of my life. But whatever the outcome is, I’m glad for this ‘silly decision’. It’s the time learn from my mistake, and understand what I really need.
I was listening to Mae’s SKyline Drive when I suddenly realized that I don’t know what skyline really means.
Checked on Wikipedia, and my country was one of the best places to watch the skyline.
I’ve done this couple of times b4, but never appreciate it.
Wanna do this again, one day, with a person who enjoy the same thing as I do.
I don’t really understand myself.
if I’m sad, I try my best to look happy. I smile, I laugh… but no one knows the pain I hide inside.
But if I’m happy, i just don’t know how to express the happiness. I can smile, but it looks fake.
Strange…
I can’t believe that I wanna do this. it’s so weird, who started this goal on the first place?
It amazed me that there r 4000+ ppl who want to achieve this goal. Then again, I realized that I don’t drink a lot. It’s getting hot here in my country.
So let’s drink.
