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hmmm… 21 months since my last entry and still no job…
however…

i’m 18 now!!!! so applying and getting a part time job should come much easier. in fact, i applied for a summer position at my college as a youth basketball sports coach for the day camp they have every summer. i’m really excited about it and confident that i’m getting it because 1. I nailed my interview, I’ve never done so well in an interview in my life lol and 2. The lady interviewed with said I’m the only one who applied so far. :]

I have never been in a relationship. Never been kissed and never been in love. I’m 18. In high school I never really cared for a boyfriend, I had a lot of things going for me so it didn’t phase me. I’m finishing up my first year of college now and it has been eating at me for awhile now. I just admitted today that I desperately want someone to love me and for me to love as well. My (college) friends don’t know that I haven’t been with anyone but I’m afraid to tell them because some of them found out that one of our friends had just got into their first relationship ans he’s a sophomore and they were so disgusted by that fact. I’m beginning to feel lonely. Not on the edge of depression or anything, it just would be really nice to complete this goal :]

I performed spoken word at my school’s talent show a couple of months ago and we (me & my friend performed together) got the best feedback ever! It was so comfortable. Once you really get into your poem, and the audience is responding positively as you’re speaking. GAHH, it was so liberatin. We performed for three days and I loved it .. so glad I put myself out there!