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I somehow used ot be proactive and did not hesitate when I was younger. I don’t know if we get this way with age, probably the answer is yes. I no longer know what is it that I want and hesitate to amek decisions that would create a big impact in my life if I did. When younger I was always moving forward an dI did nto think; it was my gt feelign that kept me moving. It seems I am stuck in a place from where I cannot advance. I need to think a l;ittle and take action , now.

I somehow used ot be proactive and did not hesitate when I was young. I don’t know if we get this way with age, probably the answer is yes. I no longer know what is it that I want and hesitate to make decisions that would create a big impact in my life if I did. When younger I was always moving forward and I did not think before acting; everything flowed marvelously like a machine, it was my gut feeling that kept me moving. It seems I am stuck in a place from where I cannot advance. I need to think a little and take action , now.

I sent an email to the comission of equal employent because I saw and ad that specified that it “could be filled by male or female from 22-55 years old”. That IS age discrimination since nothing in the tasks described hinted to the improbable fact that a person older than 55 could not do them. The company: diamond. com. The tasks were: driving to car dealers, photographing 8-10 cars, input data in a PDA and send, sometimes print a manual. I really dislike injustice and prejudging of any kind.

One of the worst logistic problems I have is justifying the fact that people receiving social security are NOT ALLOWED to have income above a certain level. I ask: Why??? Why are you forcing us into poverty? Maybe it is a plot (my conspiracy plot) to get rid of old people… Why does the governement dare tell ANY individual, “Hey pal, you cannot earn more than this or that because you are old and are receiving SS and by the way, we don’t believe you need any more that that. Unbeliavable!

Go tell that THAT to corporations!! What do you think they would do about that? Time to think, guys. What is the premise behind that thinking?