zarathustra333

I can be talkative if and when I want to, but lately I’ve been lethargic to starting or contributing to any conversation. I have no problem communicating with people over topics I have great interest in, i.e. music, books, etc. however there are times when I find myself stuck, at a loss for words and even paranoid. I worry about being judged for the things I say and the way I say them. However, lately I’ve tried strategies to ease the tension. I keep reminding myself that I shouldn’t keep my mind so preoccupied with assumptions of what others may or may not think of me.

I’ve been ping-ponging my habits with meat. I tried to cut it out of my diet but eventually gave in to it whenever I’d go out with people who ate meat. Recently, I came across a friend who appeared to have stood strongly committed to his vegatarian diet that I realized my lack of will to stick to my own. Meatless world, I am coming home.