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i finaly met my chat buddy, and she was so amazing….and one more thing she is so much more beautifull in person…in her pics she looks amzing but in real life she is 10000 times more amazing.
it may sounds corny but i am so glad i met somebody like her :)

it took me 15 years but i have done it, i have been signed to play for a DHl street football team…i guess when i wear my jerzy number 00 it give such a high….the number 00 cz no body believed i can do it

i think she is more beautiful then words could ever say, at times I miss her so much it really hurts my head so much that I really can’t sleep at night I would be thinking of her…even during football games, the sport i love the most, when I am playing i used to only think about winning and kicking the other teams asses, but now i think about her and loose all concentration, on any other day that would like drive me mad if i loose, but for some crazy reason that I have no idea what it is….cz I see her face in mind when somebody scores a goal on me, I really really don’t mind…..
Not only is she beautiful she is such an amazing person and such an amazing woman. she is smart, she is witty, she is funny, she is adorable and she is original ” i guess is the word” it is like I never known people like that in my life and i am glad that she happened to exist and she went to my uni…..not to forget she is the cutest thing that i ever did see.
she is talented ,she paints, she draws, she sings…she plays in a band for crying out loud, she plays the piano and the violin…she can do that and so much more…i just need more time know her better.
she has the most beautiful blue eyes like ever, it is really hard to look at them and not to think about songs…i guess Axel Rose when he wrote that song ” Sweet child f mine ” must have known a girl like her…cz she really has eyes of the bluest skies as if they thought of rain ,i hate to look into those eyes and see an ounce of pain , and her hair reminds me of a warm safe place….oh yeah her hair, at times she does that thing , when she pull her hair over her head,” I don’t know about this phrase” i feel like my heart will come out of my chest…..and the smile, like when she smiles my brain suddenly stops working and I really have no idea what I would be talking about
And just like in the movie twilight when the guy tells the girl” It’s like you’re my own personal brand of heroin.” I never fully understood that phrase until now…cz heroin is used as both a pain-killer and a drug and is so addictive. i totally get what this means now, cz she is all of those.she makes me smile like by just being there , i have no idea why, i have always been the person that looks pissed all the time, but arround her, i just can’t help it…so she is like a pain killer….she is addictive cz she get missed loads, i used to see her at uni, but now i dont …i guess hse got missed, that is why i sent her a message in the first place, and once i got to know her , i guess she really blew my mind away with her awosemness “qouting kung fu panda :)” seriously she did blew my mind away she is just like….aaaaaaahhh, i have no idea what word to use, it is like u learn something new, like every single time u talk to her, she is just that smart, that thing that really got me hooked.
I can go on and on about her but even then I wont be able to describe what a wonderful person she is,even if I say she is beautiful 10000 times it wont be enough cz she is way more then that and the word wont give her justice.
And just like Sai said :” it doesnt matter how bad ur day was, even if u r uppest, angry or sad…when u r near somebody u like u can’t help but to smile” i guess that what happens to me.

ok so if there were a list it will be something kinda like this:
reasons to like Sarag Blue

1. the way she looks at me that makes me melt inside
2. the way she makes me smile, even though it is a goofy smile
3. she sings and plays in a band
4. she plays the piano
5. she plays the violin
6. that she get missed so much at times it makes my head hurts
7. her incredible blue eyes that turn my brain into mooch
8. she smart and intelligent
9. she is funny
10. she is witty
11. she is both an amazing person and an amazing woman
12. her self confidence
13. she paints, she draws she doodles
14. that no matter how fucked up my day is, it feels ok when I am around her
15. the shouldn’t that she does
16. that she is unique and original and not like anybody else
17. Her taste in music….need I say more, she have the best taste in music
18. the music recommendations that she gives me
19. that she inspire me to do stuff, I mean I started writing my own comic because of her
20. she is a good advice
21. Awesome personality “ bet3a2id”
22. It’s very rare that I meet a person that actually makes my life better just by existing. and she managed to do that
23. her strength, she is just to tough, I think she can knock me out with a single punch if she wanted to
24. her optimism
25. how she is always understanding with me
26. how she always make me smile even at times when I don’t want to
27. I learn a new thing whenever I talk to her
28. her voice and accent when she talks
29. her amazing hair
30. yes even the way she walks, and I am pretty sure even if she runs I am gona like that
31. her amazing knowledge about most of the stuff we talked about
32. the way she makes me feel about myself, heart rate goes to 80,000 billion everytime
33. the fact that she took a chance on me and didn’t see me as just another asshole
34. the way she takes life not too seriously, and it feels like she lives for the moment
35. the fact that I know someday she is going to be one of the most successful women ,because no one else deserve it more
36. her charm and charisma
37. how cute and adorable she can be, like even on msn she is the cutest thing that I ever did see
38. she is more beautiful then words could ever say
39. she totally took me by surprise and blew my mind away, I never thought people like that existed in the world
40. that she is a lily
41. when she blushes sometimes, it can’t be helped that she looks like so adorable
42. that she calls me Z, yes it is not much of a reason but I like it
43. her suggestions
44. the way she makes me feel inside
all this and i have only known her for a couple of weeks now,i am only like scartching the surface