i finaly met my chat buddy, and she was so amazing….and one more thing she is so much more beautifull in person…in her pics she looks amzing but in real life she is 10000 times more amazing.
it may sounds corny but i am so glad i met somebody like her :)
zayanalawar's Life List
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1. get another tattoo
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2. graduate from uni
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3. know what i want to do with my life
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4. bungee jump
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5. run a marathon
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6. being able to do 100 pushups and 10 using 1 hand
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7. find a good job
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8. find love
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9. win over DHL
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10. loose the akward feeling my scars give me
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11. go to japan
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12. learn sign language
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13. get to know my parents
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14. make a difference
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15. fight less with my bros
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16. buy my own house
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17. backpack with a couple of friends arround lebanon
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18. have a wild,crasy ,movie like day
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19. learn Pit Fighting
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20. go to England
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21. learn guitar
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22. see a world cup game live from the stadium
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23. go to a Coldplay concert
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24. sky dive
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it took me 15 years but i have done it, i have been signed to play for a DHl street football team…i guess when i wear my jerzy number 00 it give such a high….the number 00 cz no body believed i can do it
Lev yashin the greatest goalkeeper of all time in my opinion once said ” a good football player knows how to use his instinct to protect his body,a great one uses his instinct and body to protect the ball,What kind of a goalkeeper is the one who is not tormented by the goal he has allowed? He must be tormented! And if he is calm, that means the end….The joy of seeing Yuri Gagarin flying in space is only superseded by the joy of a good penalty save” i guess i have played football like yashin says, i know i can never be in the UEFA or in the world cup or anything like that, i know that my ambetion far exceeds my potential..it is just that at times, i feel i want to know if i am good or not ….it is not enough for me that players that i know come and tell me : ” good job, great save”...i always hated playing against weak teams, and i always hated playing with weak teams, that is why i never play with my uni team, they r just too weak….i guess one might say a good player might make a difference,but i am not superman, if the there are 10 others that stink.
when somebody comes and tell me at times, like dude chill out it is only a game ….that really gets on my nervs ,NO IT IS NOT JUST A GAME…but i guess they haven’t enjoyeded like i did…...some of my best memories are cz of football, some of my sad memories are cz of football,i met my best friends through football…...but i guess i reached a point now that i want to know if all the pain , the bruises, the broken bones , the toren muscles…have made me good enough…besides this is my last summer before i graduate, so this my last chance to know if i am good enough or not….that is why i am gona go through Try Outs for the street football teams this summer….if i get accepted by a top ranked team then it will be all worth it i really dont even want to play with a top ranked team,getting accepted is good enough for me, i guess that will be my acknowlegment….if not,i shouldn’t take it so serious anymore
