i finaly met my chat buddy, and she was so amazing….and one more thing she is so much more beautifull in person…in her pics she looks amzing but in real life she is 10000 times more amazing.
it may sounds corny but i am so glad i met somebody like her :)
it took me 15 years but i have done it, i have been signed to play for a DHl street football team…i guess when i wear my jerzy number 00 it give such a high….the number 00 cz no body believed i can do it
Lev yashin the greatest goalkeeper of all time in my opinion once said ” a good football player knows how to use his instinct to protect his body,a great one uses his instinct and body to protect the ball,What kind of a goalkeeper is the one who is not tormented by the goal he has allowed? He must be tormented! And if he is calm, that means the end….The joy of seeing Yuri Gagarin flying in space is only superseded by the joy of a good penalty save” i guess i have played football like yashin says, i know i can never be in the UEFA or in the world cup or anything like that, i know that my ambetion far exceeds my potential..it is just that at times, i feel i want to know if i am good or not ….it is not enough for me that players that i know come and tell me : ” good job, great save”...i always hated playing against weak teams, and i always hated playing with weak teams, that is why i never play with my uni team, they r just too weak….i guess one might say a good player might make a difference,but i am not superman, if the there are 10 others that stink.
when somebody comes and tell me at times, like dude chill out it is only a game ….that really gets on my nervs ,NO IT IS NOT JUST A GAME…but i guess they haven’t enjoyeded like i did…...some of my best memories are cz of football, some of my sad memories are cz of football,i met my best friends through football…...but i guess i reached a point now that i want to know if all the pain , the bruises, the broken bones , the toren muscles…have made me good enough…besides this is my last summer before i graduate, so this my last chance to know if i am good enough or not….that is why i am gona go through Try Outs for the street football teams this summer….if i get accepted by a top ranked team then it will be all worth it i really dont even want to play with a top ranked team,getting accepted is good enough for me, i guess that will be my acknowlegment….if not,i shouldn’t take it so serious anymore
FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDD…........muhahahahahaahaha
this should be fun…i dont wana like run a normal marathon,i wana be all crasy like
i dont give a fuck if i wear a fuckin kilt and run it,i just wana run my ass off.
maybe face paint myself like a member of KISS or something
i did this it is totaly worth it,it drove my dad nutts and my mom said that she is very disapointed
but there cool now
wait till they hear i am getting another one
i know very littel about my parents
my dad was always a mistery to me ,i know about his past from what my uncles tell me and from what i hear from people arround town…..and from waht i hear he is very cool but he doesn’t talk about it….also he saved a life once and he never told i had to lurn that from his friend.
my mom is an even bigger mistery i know very littel about her,before her 20 i have littel ,very littel stuff about her.
i know that she lost her dad when she was a kid,her mom left her with her grandparents and never came back for her…she had a step mother that also left her when her dad died
so yes i know that my parents have millions of stories to tell me and i trulley want to know them.
if u r into sports there is always the erge to be the best at what u do and to proove that u have to win the hole thing….
i did it :
best gk :2 times
my team won 3 cups so far so that is 3 tournaments of street soccer
also
i won for my school:
i was the school long distance running champion for my age group 84/85 and they gave me a cup for that also:
1000 m gold medal 1 time
2000 m bronze 2 times
tournamentslet’s just say i am know crasy with 3 balls ,and the children love it,if u have baby couzins and stuff u should learn this cz it is worth while it will blow there minds
i did this ,i am not like super good at it but i did it learn how to fuckin skate board and i almost broke my right arm i still have the scare to proove it
i am 22 and i still have no idea what to do with my life…what is my purpose? why am i here? why shit keeps happening to me?
i know i am born to do something ,like it is my innor purpose or something but i have no idea what it is…..it could be jumping infront of a bullet,saving somebody’s life that i was ment to save…...
my chat buddie that i never met in person that i want to meet,she is the female version of me .
words can’t describe how much fun,funny amzing she is,times fly while talking and i think that she knows more stuff about me then my bestest buddies
