But still I have to do more not to be dependent on my parents.. I keep spending more than I earn!!
zeynepi's Life List
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1. have a goal and energy to fulfill it
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2. go to Berlin again
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3. fall in love
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4. have children
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5. be more discreet
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6. read more and stay human
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7. learn Persian and Russian and get my German better
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8. smoke when I really needed to
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9. be able to see the negative
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10. emotionally prepare and protect myself for upcoming frustrations
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11. get up early
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12. stop thinking the others more than I do it for myself
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13. open my own modest coffee shop
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14. swimm at least three times a week
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15. preserve my naivety no matter the number of experience I gain
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16. be less expressive and create some mystery for the other
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17. be more patient
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18. have an old Ottoman house on the Bosphorus
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19. found an institution for cultural studies
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20. do something instructive for the world
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21. learn to say no
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22. own a hostel
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Recent entries
It came with my first professional experience!! It’s great to have a job! I should re-consider my academic ambitions!
I live in a planet which I’ve created for myself and where evil does not exist. Nothing can change it, even the daily disapointments I come across (which I later successfully! ignore anyway!) What is more interesting is that it seems so real to me! I must admit I suffer sometimes: What a shock! That person did this to me!! Ooo Incredible! How can that happen in my universe: NO, NO!
Then, I blame my parents. I say to them: “You never told me about the bad sides of life”.. And my father tells me about dialectics.. I still insist that the world is how you look at it..

