zoerr

i always put ‘read for fun’into one of my hobbies.

but i am more and more realized that i seldom sit down ,be relaxed and read.books are good things to be spend time with,everytime when i see some ppl reading quietly, i feel that they have some sort of power to make themselves calm dwon and get real spirit stuff into their minds.

magzines,best sellers ,sometimes they are bunch of crap,when i finish one of them,i still feel i get nothing and wasted alot of time.

the whole world is just too noisy,i need a piece of mind to comfort myself .

i am tired now

Winter begins and it is just getting colder day by day ,

i always like to have a flat stomach , but can’t stop eating things to keep me feeling warm.but i feel sorry for myself that i just tell everybody that i am gonna go on diet but without any actions, my friend told me to give up doing it in witner .

i just wear more clothes as weather gets colder which makes me feel slightly depressed ,fat,and ugly ..too bad i am so emotional these days ,i even plan to stop eating things for some days in order to have a flat stomach ,i know it’s stupid but i just feel not good NOW .

i hope i can begin to do things which i SHOULD afer writting this stuff .

aw…

Find the balance between things i need to do and i wanna do is just so hard ,i always tell myself to make all things in order and do things by following it.

tough…