ive had a cold so havent been out of the house in two days, ive had no ciggarettes because havent gone to the shop, so two whole days without
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1. meet new people
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2. ride in a hot air balloon
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3. get a bike and ride it
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4. Get a new job
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5. attend a sex party
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6. meet a girl who will love me and only me for me
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7. learn boxing
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8. stop smoking
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9. get a camera
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10. go skinny dipping
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11. go camping
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12. sort out my laptop and my online profile
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13. Get some fish
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14. See the Lion King on stage
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15. Go to the horse races
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16. Have Kids
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17. go on holiday
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18. Get a tattoo
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19. learn guitar
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20. learn to play the harmonica
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21. learn french
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22. learn spanish
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23. learn italian
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24. Learn to drive
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25. learn sign language
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26. Go to Glastonbury
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27. Go to the Isle of Wight festival
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28. get a car
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29. get teeth whitener
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How I did it: perserverance! ive had more interviews than ive had hot dinners now, but after what feels like an eternity ive finally got a new job! im going to be working as an admin assistant for a local college im so happy, the money is brilliant but at least i have a regular wage coming in again. also its an apprentiship, so its got good career prospects in tghe long run, im so happy and relived, now i can start living life again. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I was told i needed a garantor to stay in the place i am in when my housemate moved out but i coudnt get one. so was told i have to leave. then at the 11th hour my landlord came through for me and instead of having a garantor i have to pay 2 months extra rent for security but that is ok because i get to stay in my home! i am so happy and now i am in control of the situation if i fuck up its my fault but im not going to fuck up, i just kno… Read how I did it…
So tommorow is october 1st begging of the month and begging of stoptober. I intend to use this as a kick start to stop. I am actually lying in bed right now and i got 3 cigs left in a pack so didnt get to fin all my smokes today to make clean start. So i dont give in to temptation tommorrow i wont take them cigs out with me, ill hide them under the sink lol
has been a lot of highs and lows and a hell of a lot of stress even right down to the last night of the year :(. I am pleased i have been able to clear the majority or debt i was in and i am happy i am able to save money now. Relationship wise i think i have learnt this year and something i need to take with me into this one is i must stop over analysing, being jealous, being posseive, being paranoid and get back to the care free easy going person i was at the beggining of last year. i would rank 2011 as so so its not been great but its had its moments.
