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try something new once a month
Resolution

This is my new years resolution and I started off on Jan 1st by trying black eyed peas for the first time…yummm



list three things every day that made me happy (read all 3 entries…)
10-24-13

1. Peace and quiet most of the day

2. Great workout

3. Evening glass of wine



write poetry (read all 12 entries…)
Never Mine

She was never really mine
not mine to lose at all
So I shouldn’t have to mind
tearing down the walls

I’ve already laid to rest
a long, long time ago
She utterly failed the test
she’s the one who let go

Who decided it was best
for a child to stand the test
Of a life all alone
all alone, on my own

And yet, a phone call away
but reaching out would have
revealed all her scars

Why not wait
until too late
Until I’ve moved on
built a life without help

I don’t need her now
So I can’t lose her
because I never really had her



list three things every day that made me happy (read all 3 entries…)
10-17-13

1. Good hair day

2. Lost another pound

3. Slept more than 6 hours



make a list of 43 of the WORST movies I've ever seen
Never Watch This Movie

Spring Breakers

OH WOW…this movie has a really great cast but it is just soft porn disguised as a pop culture movie. Do not watch with your grandparents, lol!



list three things every day that made me happy (read all 3 entries…)
10/10/13

1. Moxie Kitty snuggling with me in the morning

2. Making a wise career choice

3. Completing day 14 of the 20 day ab challenge



Read 50 books this year. (read all 2 entries…)
22

Just finished reading my 22nd book…I gotta get a move on here to reach 50 by 2014.

Wings of Glass by Gina Holmes was free on Kindle and absolutely powerful. Sends such a great message to women who put up with abuse emotional, physical or otherwise. I could not put this book down and suggest it to anyone who isn’t sensitive the subject.



write poetry (read all 12 entries…)
You Resist

I’m sorry that you feel this way
that you need to have space
I’m sorry that I adore you
and you feel it is a waste

I’m sorry that I dared to trust
the unsaid words
that relationships lust

Your life needs more than I can give
I tried to love you but you resist

I’m sorry that I’m just
not enough
and you need to bail
when things get rough

And most of all
I can’t deny
that I hate the way you make me cry
cry..when you don’t come home
when you refuse to pick up the phone
And do things that I don’t condone
like your need to feel as if
you have to roam
And when I’m simply all alone
having my bareness shown

Your life needs more than I can give
I tried to love you but you resist

I’m sorry I was there
to cushion your fall
instead of just being
you one and all

I’m sorry I let you
embed yourself in my life
only to be cut away
with a jagged edged knife

Cutting so deep
five years I can’t keep
only able to weep
for the life we may have
been able to reap
if only you could keep
a single promise
or take that leap

Your life needs more than I can give
I tried to love you but you resist :-(



write poetry (read all 12 entries…)
My heart <3

Goodbye my heart
Blood woven dart
Left alone in a world unknown
Inclined to depart
Unfearful start
Untainted throne
Her bareness shown
My heart no more
Weary and sore
Shielding my eyes
From her painted face
Deaths stagnant pace
Denying the grace
To remain unlaced
An ugly cry
Of reasons why
My heart had to die
Her memory remains
Burnt in my brain
Her lifeless glow
An unjustified blow
That no one could know
This tragic depart
Of my cherished
Heart



write poetry (read all 12 entries…)
Tick Tock

Life is like a fire
that never warms

Eternal anticipation
of the end

The clock so slowly
ticks

Waiting…



Read 50 books this year. (read all 2 entries…)
16 and counting...

Just finished my 16th book this new year and thought I would share with everyone. Abandon by Blake Crouch is a great read. It jumps back and forth from present day to 1893 and reveals the evils of greed are the same even over 100’s of years.



make a list of quotes that inspire me (read all 7 entries…)
~Cesar Ritz~

“People like to be served, but invisibly”



write poetry (read all 12 entries…)
Blow Out The Flame

Flickering light
burning bright
yet fluttering in the wind

Welcoming doors
cleansing my sores
relinquish all I’ve sinned

Darkening night
seizing my sight
denying a glimpse
of the moon

Neverending game
blow out the flame
for I am coming soon.



Word of the day (read all 5 entries…)
Moxie

Fortitude and Determination



pet a kitty
Adopted

Adopted a kitten who is the sweetest thing…check her out on twitter, @MoxieKitty4



get my bachelors
I did it

Commencement in July



write poetry (read all 12 entries…)
Ocean

What is it to feel?
to let down your guard…
Acceptance of what’s real
immitations to discard

Requirements of change
farewell to all you know
Expanding ones range
to the moment of letting go

No longer lethargic reactions
complacent glances or stares
Revealing the slightest fraction
of a heart that’s cold and bare

Indifferent towards the pain
denying potential emotion
Always remain constrained
by the flood of this ocean.



make a list of quotes that inspire me (read all 7 entries…)
~Dr. Suess~

“Unless someone like you
cares a whole lot,
nothing is going to
get better. It’s not.”



Word of the day (read all 5 entries…)
Untitled

Stellar

-Like a star, as in brilliance



write poetry (read all 12 entries…)
Untitled

Dancing on my heart
as if to say
“I Win”

Beating on soul
my abused body can’t
go on

Looking back on new days
that never let
me in.



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