Rudiano Bambino

It’s an ongoing battle!

...on Bebo many moons ago, then Myspace, then Facebook. I left Bebo then it shut down (was it because of me? lol), Myspace became rubbish so I still got one but rarely go on it, tried the new Myspace and was underwhelmed. I got stalked and pestered on Facebook and to be honest I stalked too so I decided to stop. Now I’m only on 43T (so much more meaningful and sensible) and twitter but I am not addicted to it as I was to FB.

43T sees more of me than any social network really. Because it’s about real connection, I feel. Not as shallow as others… 4 weeks ago

At flipping long last, with help!
Moved round pretty much everything. 4 weeks ago

1. Gym
2. Spring clean
3. Reorganise furniture
4. Prepare talks (1 done, 1 to go!) 1 month ago

1. Gym
2. Write to my insurer
3. Write to NARIC
4. Order cheque book
5. Study with Isaiah
6. Study with the B.1 month ago

Soaked up the sun really. Not transformational….I should really reset to Day 1 each time this happens… Oh well! 1 month ago

...from time to time. It’s momentary. I hope you feel better soon :) 1 month ago

Kitty is set on world domination…like in Egyptian times eh? :P 1 month ago

Last year it flared up big time. Then I changed my diet, avoided processed food, banned sugar, red meat, white bread, normal pasta and introduced loads of vegetables. I also supplemented with Omega 3, probiotics, antioxidants….so I was clear in a month. then I laxed in my diet. A year later, it’s just as bad as it was last year. Gonna have to change my diet for good. I don’t care, don’t want to live like this anymore, shedding skin and hiding away like a snake… 1 month ago

How about a 43T beatbox movement?? Like this?
Or any other ideas? I quite liked the “lunging thru DC”one by another 43T’er, I’ll try and find it…
There it is! What a legend… 1 month ago

I’m back! It was a strange weekend but I have got out of the slump. I’m listening to some retro Zouk. A trip down memory lane always lifts me up! Plus I’ve discovered I may be allergic to nuts. Avoiding them may help my skin. We’ll see.Oh, and I’ve discovered an app that makes my pictures quite creative so I’m all the happier! :D 1 month ago

Dammit! Too tired still. Prisoner of my situation right now… Tomorrow we start again. Dammmn. I’m juiced out… 1 month ago

I…am…clapped out…flat…exhausted… The change is difficult. This might take some time…I’m out of balance… 1 month ago

Long day…Work then meeting then Gym. Came home at 1 am. Went to bed and got up 6 hours after. So today Day 12, I’m kindov shattered.
It feels like to this day, the transformational thing just hasn’t happened. Just been splashing around instead of swimming. This is what happened: Life. Got to do stuff to survive.
However, there was an epiphany when I talked to a friend and was reminded that I should follow my own advice. Focus on ONE thing. Multi-tasking goals don’t work. They definitely don’t work for me anyway. So here’s the goal for this month: Go to gym everyday in the evening/night (the morning thing doesn’t seem sustainable and it will help me get to sleep better)
Edit: Re reading this I realise I was so tired that my grammar sucked more than usual lol1 month ago

Another long day, but not as much as yesterday. A 9 hour one for a change :P
Going to get something yummy and healthy to eat….it’s amazing how difficult it is to find in my town… 1 month ago

Chock-a-block of a day…Started at 9:30, finished at 1 in the morning, hence the late post. But it’s good to be busy!
:) 1 month ago

...but I found that listening to music or podcasts or other audios (with ear phones) drown my thoughts and send me to sleep…May be that could help? 1 month ago

A good job we have regular times to re-group, get re-focused, reset… This world is so full of weapons of mass distraction! Everything to lead you astray…Had a conversation with a friend and something he said reminded me of what I aspired to be and prayed to become as I was growing up: a real man agreeable to God, a force for good but in an understated fashion….
I have stopped praying about that…I have been praying more about my needs and wants… This is out of balance.
Where’s the reset button?

- CLICK – 1 month ago

Worked all day with expert lawn treater and gardener friend. In the evening, re-read Daniel Priestly’s KPI book… Nearly finished, then ideas came spewing out of my brain on my pet project. Things are starting to move! A trail is being blazed…. 1 month ago

1. ...be a secret agent? (Excitement, danger, awesomeness)

2. ...both a gardener and a farmer (but somebody else deals with the poo)

3. ...be a psychologist (result-driven thinking instead of pure debate)

4. ...be a novelist (stories and message to change the world)

5. ...live in Rome? (Lived in Paris already)

6. ... date Marilyn Monroe and then Audrey Hepburn, and compare the two! :P

7. ... Have lunch with Indiana Jones (James Bond gets the girl way too easily. + Probably would be too big headed for a meaningful conversation) 1 month ago

Stay tuned! ;) 1 month ago

It does make sense.
The truth of the matter is that dispersing one’s energies on multiple goals doesn’t work well. I have a list that is clogged up and drags me in opposite directions. I need to have a big think, a massive clear up and focus properly. 1 month ago

Been out all day today, spiritual refocus and good food in good company. Laughter, silliness, all I love. Tomorrow, back to work! 1 month ago

Thank goodness for the sun! I managed to get out today and reconnected with my pet project: Figure out what my non fiction book will be about. I just have ideas but they need exploring, expanding, researching and tweaking. On top of that I still need to finish the fiction…. And I still need to write my next single…among other things! :P 1 month ago

...was utter rubbish. Slept nearly all day. Granted I needed it after the 3 days of hard work in horrible weather but part of it was just escapism. I need my own place. Pure and simple. Tired of having people constantly in my way… Can’t relax properly…. 1 month ago