:) 11 months ago
I think that’s exactly what I need right now.
Spring Clean my room:
- Donate clothes and accessories I don’t use
- Get rid of “stuff” I don’t need
- Organise papers and magazines and donate/recycle the ones I don’t need
Spring Clean my car:
- Clean it inside-out
- Take it to the mechanic
Spring Clean technology:
- Organise files and folders on my laptop and back them up
- Organise folders on my phone and back them up
- Update iPod playlist
- Organise my bookmarks
Spring Clean uni:
- Organise uni files and keep them up-to-date
- Donate textbooks I don’t need
Spring Clean my body:
- Eat healthier (gain 5 Kg if possible)
- Go cycling more often
- Detox treatment
- Get a blood test
Spring Clean my soul:
- Surround myself with positivity
- Surround myself with Music
- Go to nature at least once a week
Spring Clean my social life:
- Remove toxic people from my life
- Spend more time with my family
- Say yes to at least 2/3 invitations
- Meet new people
- Do something new and write about new experiences
- Volunteer 11 months ago
I managed to find a counselling centre where psychologists volunteer. It’s free, but people are welcome to donate. And the best part is that it’s anonymous, I don’t have to give out any information I don’t want. It’s a bit far, but it’s the best thing I found for now.
Thank you so much for your support. :)
Love xx 11 months ago
Thank you both for your comments. :)
Love xx 11 months ago
The main thing I need to work on this month is to find a good therapist.
I’ve got a lot I need to work on as well, but I can’t seem to be able to get my head together. 12 months ago
I’ve been going through a lot for the past 2-3 months. I’ve tried everything but I’m still not feeling better. I just need someone to talk to. And I realised the only way I could get people to listen to me is to pay them (at least I hope they’d listen).
It’s getting really bad. I’ve been having lots of seizures and panic attacks. I haven’t stopped crying for the past 2-3 months.
The main reason I’ve been postponing going to therapy is because it’s too expensive. But now I think it’s worth it. I’m ready to do whatever it takes to get better. 12 months ago
He’s lucky to have you as a mum. :) 12 months ago
I have 2 exams tomorrow and still haven’t studied anything! I’ve prepared my books and papers; along with coffee, chocolate, crisps, and energy drinks… I think that’s all I’m going to need to get started!
If I don’t sleep tonight I’ll have around 9 hours to study, that should be enough.
- Be more Positive:
- I can study for tomorrow’s exams! (at least one of them!!)
- Focus on my studies and forget about K!! I know it’s Valentine’s day and it brings back many memories, but come on! Enough ruining my life because of this! It’s not worth it!! 12 months ago
I haven’t been doing very well on that front. Can’t keep my mind off K. I’m distracted all the time and can’t focus on anything. Next week should be better.
Did some Stretching and Yoga at home, but the weather was terrible so I couldn’t go to the gym or for a run.
- Be more Positive:
- Stop thinking about K : NOT WORKING! 13 months ago
I’m trying to study, I’m trying to pull myself together, but everything I do, everywhere I go, everyone I meet, remind me of you!
You’ve hurt me a lot. I don’t love you anymore, not like before. I still care about you a lot, but I don’t love you anymore!
I’m still not completely over you. I can’t stop thinking about you.
We never had a fight, we never had a disagreement, everything was perfect! But then you left…
I’ve spent sleepless nights wondering what I did wrong, and I still can’t think of anything bad enough to make you leave without saying goodbye, without an explanation, a warning, a fight, something, anything!
I just need closure. I know that even if one day I’ll stop thinking about you, when I’ll meet you again all these feelings will come back to me.
I don’t want things to go back to the way they were… I just need closure. 13 months ago
Things I need to focus on this month:
I’ve got exams coming up soon and I’m not at all prepared!
- Go to the gym at least twice/week
- Run at least once/week
- Stretch daily
- Be more Positive:
- Stop thinking about K
- Appreciate what I have
- Believe in the Universe
I’ve got other things I need to be working on, but I don’t want to clutter my head with lots of ToDos or I’ll end up doing nothing. These are the most important ones. 13 months ago
I think I should keep telling myself that everyday.
Thank you! :) 13 months ago
I never thought it would hurt this much! I’m so mad at you and mad at myself for ever believing you!
I don’t want to ruin my life because of you! you’re not worth it!
But I can’t help it. I can’t control myself anymore, I can’t control my emotions. I’m crying all the time and you’re out there having the best time of your life.
I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!
And I’m so pathetic for not having the courage to say it to your face! 13 months ago
Your comment made me smile as well :)
Thanks! 13 months ago
I know things can’t go back to the way they were, I’m not sure I want them to. I just need closure.
I need an explanation. Things were so perfect, I don’t know what happened to make you disappear. I’m just left hanging, not knowing if I should stay or leave.
I just want you to set me free… Please!
PS: I know you wont read this, I’m not sure anyone will, I’m just writing this for me. I’m writing this to figure out exactly how I feel and what I want. I don’t want to tell you anything until I’m sure of it. I don’t want to say things I’ll regret.
I miss you… 13 months ago
I’ve been trying to write something for the past hour, and all I could come up with is:
Love is a bitch!13 months ago
Breathing Exercise Stretch Healthy Breakfast Healthy Lunch Healthy Dinner
- Healthy Snacks
Drink more Water Study Exercise Listen to more Music Write something everyday Read a different quote everyday
“You have a right only to work, never to the results of that work.” – Bhagavad Gita14 months ago