I was much better during the day today but this evening is really testing me.
I listened to the Max Kirsten hypnotherapy Quit Smoking app last night to send me to sleep. I’m not sure if it helps at all but it is very relaxing so I am going to listen to it again tonight.
2 days 09 hours 17 minutes 20 months ago
i never realized it was this hard! (sounds stupid but I really didn’t)
I even ordered a fuck-tonne of chocolate from Hotel Chocolat earlier – and I don’t like chocolate. 20 months ago
Going for a driving lesson in the fog whilst wanting to shout/cry/smoke 100 cigarettes is not fun. I do not recommend it. My concentration was pretty shit and I made quite a few small mistakes. I explained to my instructor before hand though.
I feel sorry for J too, I wouldn’t like to be around me right now.
1 day 7 hours 56 mins since I last had a cigarette. 20 months ago
I fell down the hill broke my phone, scraped half the flowers of my Doc Martens and bruised my leg.
Two people saw and instead of the usual ‘must stand up quickly and pretend nothing happened’ I spent a minute or two sat there trying to get my phone to work.
I love that picture :D20 months ago
I’m pretty sure this is the first time in over 14 years that I haven’t had a cigarette for 24 hours.
This is horrible. 20 months ago
It arrived this morning. I still have nearly a whole packet of cigarettes to smoke before I start using the E-cig though so I should start tomorrow :)
I spoke to J about it and he has ordered one too. I just said the house would smell nicer, his food would taste better and that I don’t want him to die.
Ha agreed to give it a try but I know it is my suggestion and so it may not work. That’s okay. There’s no pressure. It is great that he wants to give it a go though:)
(Plus his mum may just love me forever if he quits! haha) 20 months ago
Do you ever hoop outside?
My lighter hoop just goes to all the wrong places when chest hooping, it is a bit to small too which doesn’t help!
I am really loving the leg hooping, it has opened up a whole new area to hoop on/in/with.
I managed to get it from my knees to my waist 4 times today :) 20 months ago
Chest/shoulder hooping was feeling really awkward still and then I hit myself in the face and split my lip so I took a break from it. I tried leg hooping again and it worked! Been messing around with one leg hooping and walking. Now I am trying to work on bringing it up to my waist from my legs. 20 months ago
This week I have done traffic lights, zebra crossings, driving on bigger roads, smaller roads. Just a lot of variation which was really good. 20 months ago
Burning Man video’s always make me wish I was back there. 20 months ago
I am a dirty smoker. I know it is a horrible habit.
I bought an E-cig last year but lost it and started smoking normal cigarettes again. They are so expensive though £7 ($11) for a 20 pack.
I am going to buy a E-cig starter kit next week instead of my cigarettes and ban myself from buying any more. If use it for one week and don’t buy any cigarettes then it will have paid for itself. I am going to allow myself to smoke roll ups every now and then as a pack of tobacco is a lot cheaper and I hate them so a pack lasts forever.
It’s not about wanting to quit smoking it’s about wanting to save money.
I do eventually want to quit20 months ago
Well the list didn’t help. I got nearly nothing on it done but I did do lots of other things.
Painted the dado rails in the hall (upstairs and downstairs)
Painted eight door frames
Painted three doors
Put one new door handle on
Cleaned the hallway
Painted stair rail
Masking taped the hallway ready to paint the side of the stairs
Cleaned the oven, microwave, fridge, dishwasher, washing machine and drier
Cleared the kitchen floor
Mopped Kitchen floor
Hoovered kitchen carpet
Cleaned the sides
Cleared out and cleaned the cupboards
Painted Skirting boards in kitchen
Painted the radiator
Cleaned downstairs bathroom
Masking taped the downstairs bathroom ready for painting
Not bad for three days over Christmas (with Disney movies and lie ins included!)
J just got home and was very impressed :D 21 months ago
I woke up really late turned on the TV and it had just started. I LOVE Disney films but I really really love this one :)
Today is going to be a good day. 21 months ago
Happy Christmas, I hope everyone has a great day 21 months ago
I just cried for a full half an hour watching snowman and the snowdog.
The poor dog, the poor snowman!
I think I may drown in my tears.
Happy Christmas everyone :) 21 months ago
I know 6 people who have changed their name so I guess it doesn’t seem odd to me. Plus it is so easy to do.
I think I remember reading that to do it formally in the US you have to give your reasons to a judge (although it is the internet so it was probably wrong)21 months ago
Who the f%*% decided putting 12 glass panels in a door was a good idea?
The worst thing to paint. Ever. 21 months ago
Paint 5 upstairs doors.
Put new door handles on the doors.
Paint the skirting boards/ dado rails.
Paint the stair rail.
Clean the bathroom.
Tidy the bedroom.
Clean the kitchen.
Take the wood out to the garage.
Sort out the recycling.
Sort out the hallway floor.
Put new lightswitch covers on.
Probably wont get it all done but I have my list. 21 months ago
No it wasn’t :)
I just have always wanted a different name. I remember trying to get my mum to call me Jessica when I was 7/8 and getting upset that the school wouldn’t change the register.
Now just seemed like the best time to do it.
I did phone my family up before I did it to discuss it though. 21 months ago