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The guy I have a crush on sends mixed signals. Last night he took me out for dinner ‘cause my birthday was on Monday. And at times when we talk he tells me how amazing I am and a lot of stuff like that. When we’re together he’s always smiling, he’ll nudge me, kind of in a flirtatious way. He always looks into my eyes, then as he’s dropping me off at home he says ‘See ya later buddy’. And My heart just drops. And all I do is smile and say ‘see you soon’. 13 months ago

Wow…. I don’t even want to start counting…. Let’s just say…. shit happens… mistakes were made… and regret has happened in this girls life. 13 months ago

I cut almost everybody in my family out of my life. It was too much of a negative environment. I was being harrassed too much and I still am. So, I ignore all of them. I don’t contact any of them (except for 3 cousins and 1 aunt) and I’m happier that way. 13 months ago

I like a boy… his name’s Kevin. He’s a recovering alcoholic (I know I know I”m a glutten for punishment) but he owns his own home, has a great car, great job, and is just trying to figure out how to be happy without substinance. Oh and he’s 24 (3 months younger than I am).

He likes me. He likes spending time with me, we text every day, and he’s called me beautiful and says I’m great. But he’s unhappy and he’s unsure why so he’s trying to live his life. There are some days where he doesn’t have much support so every day I text him an inspiring quote.

It was really cute, yesterday he texted me asking if he was going to get it, not realizing I had already sent it in the morning. He looks forward to them every day. Anyways. I’ve decided that I’m just going to keep doing this until he wakes up and realizes how amazing I am.

Except for the fact that he already thinks I’m amazing. He just ‘doesn’t want a relationship’. The funny thing is, at the same time, I don’t either. I mean, I do and I don’t. But I can’t give him much if we were to actually make it official. I just don’t have any time. I’m trying to find out who I am and what not. And I think that’s part of the reason why I like him so much is we’re both at the exact same state (But I’m not a recovering alcoholic) 14 months ago

Thanks love… we hhave breasts AND vaginas!! 14 months ago

That’s just it. She’s come to her parents before. She told them about her cutting and showed them her arms. She’s seeing councillor’s. But it seems like none of that is helping. 14 months ago

Yesterday my own mother told me she’s going to attempt to get me fired from my job because I still have one of her sweaters. 14 months ago

Have you ever known anybody who has wanted to commit suicide? How have you responded to it?

When I was in high school a girl had told us she was going to kill herself, so we told the counsillor and she was on watch. She was mad at us but realized in the end that it was the best decision.

Now, I’m 24… My 13 year old little cousin has been cutting herself and I’ve just been informed that she wants to commit suicide. I’m not sure how to deal with this. I don’t know what to say to her to get her to open up to me. She doesn’t want to talk to her parents and there’s not anybody else in our family who’s close enough other than me. I know what it’s like to feel this hurt, I’ve wanted to hurt myself too but I never did it. I even told a few people that I was going to and it resulted in the cops coming and calming me down. But she’s so young. She has so much to look forward to. It was different when it was a friend because we just told on her. But when it’s family, how do we respond? 14 months ago

See the odd thing is the fact that my future looks bright. I mean, Yeah right now I’m managing the theatre, but I’m also a casual in health records until a permanent position pops up. Then I’ll actually be making almost $8 more an hour than he was making. He was just a front desk sales associate for a used auto parts company, now he’s collecting the auto parts in the yard. I’ve gone to school for my career, he dropped out within his first year of autotechnician school. I once offered to help him set up invoices and stuff like that for when he used to fix peoples cars and he declined that because if anything goes wrong with what he did, he could be sued for false practising. He has no social grace and I’m constantly loved by my friends and know how to act in a social environment. So how he says that I wasn’t good enough baffles me. Does this make more sense with all this information? lol. 15 months ago

You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in colour
And do the things I want

You think you got the best of me
Think you had the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I’d come running back
Baby you don’t know me, cause you’re dead wrong

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone
What doesn’t kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn’t mean I’m over cause you’re gone

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone

You heard that I was starting over with someone new
They told you I was moving on, over you

You didn’t think that I’d come back
I’d come back swinging
You try to break me, but you see

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone
What doesn’t kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn’t mean I’m over cause you’re gone

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone

Thanks to you I got a new thing started
Thanks to you I’m not the broken-hearted
Thanks to you I’m finally thinking about me
You know in the end the day you left was just my beginning
In the end…

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone
What doesn’t kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn’t mean I’m over cause you’re gone

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What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone 15 months ago

This is kind of an odd two-part question.

Recently, I learned that my ex-bf, who left me because I’m not good enough, and he constantly used to bug me about my job because I manage a movie theatre (I also work in health records as a casual), recently got demoted.

Now, I’m wondering how excited I should be about this, even though I feel bad about being excited because I know how much he hates working in the yard.

And I’m also wondering if maybe this is Karma’s way of kicking his ass? I mean, I’m working non-stop, doing what I want, and being happy and honest. He lied, cheated, and acted selfishly. I dunno, I guess I just feel bad for feeling good. Is that odd? 15 months ago

I started writing while I’m on my way to work and back. I’ve discovered that I’m not as great of a writer as a thinker. I mean, the thoughts are there, but when it comes to putting it down on paper, I go blank. So far I have about 8 different starts to go off though so I’m hoping I can just keep writing all this small stuff and then edit it later on and turn it into something big. 15 months ago

Thanks… Needless to say, it was a pretty successful evening. 15 months ago

So im gonna masturbate. 15 months ago

What do you do when you find out that the one thing you’ve ever wanted in your entire life… is the one thing you’re not ready for?

All I’ve ever wanted was to find someone, get married, have babies, settle down. But when discussing the possible opportunity I’m not willing to give up on hanging out with my friends, or pause what I’m working on for my career. I’ve tried that. Not to the full extent, but close, and it made me unhappy. Now I don’t know what to think. I always thought that was what I was working for, but now I don’t know anymore. I’ve never been so upset about anything but I don’t know what I’m upset about because I don’t know what I want. 15 months ago

Last Night’s Dream…

There was this island, and the mainland and they were connected by this odd boat. I took the boat across and was staying at a hotel. I was supposed to be with my friend but she was nowhere to be found. I met these two boys. One of which I completely hit it off with and we just hung out. Then the two boys had to go across to the mainland and they said I would never see them again. Then my dream morphed. I was in the same hotel but I was with a woman and her and I started to get it on! Then the dream morphed again and I was at the hotel with the guy who I hit it off with in the first part and him and I are engaged. We’re then back on the island, ‘cause before we were on the mainland and we had a necklace and a headband from the first time we met that we threw into the water as a symbol of our love for each other. Then we took the boat back to the mainland to get prepared. The next thing I know, I’m in my wedding dress with my hair done but not my makeup and we’re taking the skytrain to go pick up the car. We get off at the skytrain stop, take a cab to the car lot, but the car we get isn’t an actual car. It morphs into a carriage type vehicle but it’s cut in half and we’re each on a different half. It’s only going about 5km/hour and by this point I’m freaking out because I’m an hour late to meet with my bridesmaids to finish getting ready for our wedding. He’s telling me we had to take these carriage things downtown (which is an hour away when you’re going 60km/h) and I’m yelling and screaming that it’s my day and that it was now ruined. (Totally went Bridezilla) and I woke up.

My strangest dream…

I was at a dance slow dancing with this guy, and one of my eyes fell out of the socket and into my hand. I closed my hand around it and it melted and disappeared. Then I’m slow dancing with another guy, my other guy falls out and the same thing happens. Then I’m crying and freaking out and say “now how am I supposed to dance with people if I can’t see” and this guy says “here you can have mine” and hands me his eyes in his hands. Then I woke up. 15 months ago

I took a self-defense course when I was 10. As well as kickboxing in gr. 9, and Martial arts from grades 9-12.

If I were attacked I could take care of myself. I’d mostly aim for the crotch and the nose.

I’m pretty confident I’d be able to get away. I’m the type of person who in an emergency situation I don’t really plan, I just do and make things happen.

I don’t keep pepper spray or anything like that. More concerned that I’d drop it and it could be used against me. I’d rather use my body. 15 months ago

My friends say I’m emotional, I prefer the word passionate.

I think my scale would pretty much be the same. Probably 4-7. I cry when I’m sad, happy, romantic, ect. It’s horrible. I cry so much it is not even funny.

Loved the clip. I have a new found love for Kristen Bell. 15 months ago

I pulled last night. And once again today when I woke up. I figure I’ll do it when I wake up and I’m showering and getting ready for the day and right before I go to bed. Right now I’m using olive oil but I’ll be switching to coconut oil or sunflower oil if I don’t notice any differences. 15 months ago

It’s been almost 2 months and I havn’t had a single cigarette. As well as the fact that the smell of cigarette smoke now officially disgusts me! I love it! Now soon I can start running again and working on clearing my lungs. Yes!!! 16 months ago

How do you define strong? Lately, all ive been hearing is how strong I am. But I dont quite feel strong. How ro I know? Is it because only few select people have seen me cry? Because ive moved and im constantly on the go? Or is it because im too tired and done with feeling bad? 16 months ago

Kardashians and Jersey Shore people. 16 months ago

1. I let myself be my ex’s ‘option’. I think the entire time we were together he was still searching for something more. Why else would he leave me for a woman he knew for a week. Also, the fact that I changed around my schedule, changed where I lived, my style, my free-time. All to be with him. While he changed… nothing!

2. I thought that I lived by this quote. I actually used to believe in it a lot when I was younger but for some reason I forgot all about it. Thanks for bringing it to my attention again. It helps me know what I’m looking for. 16 months ago

I’m a little sad today. It would’ve been our 14th month anniversary. And he’s happy with her. And I’m all alone. This sucks. 16 months ago

What do you find the most attractive about the opposite sex? What do you look for in your partner? 16 months ago

Live for today in case tomorrow never comes. 16 months ago