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pixienroll20.Younger Brother – Crystalline

Don’t disappear
I need to know
You were there

Don’t fade away
Distant memory
Wait for my death

So you knew my heart
So you knew my heart

In another time
We would meet
With the worlds colliding
At our feet

I look through the air
See all the lives
I can see your eyes
They’re so bright

So you knew my heart
So you knew my heart

Be what you want to be
See what you want to see
Say what you want to say

Run if you want to run
Ride if you want to hide
Try but this won’t go away

So you knew my heart
So you knew my heart

Where did you come from?
How’d you get here?
Went across the sky
Without a care 8 months ago


pixienrollgrateful again n again

i am grateful with all my heart for:

1.that my lover is doing great work in foreign country.i’m grateful that he is waiting for me to come.i feel warm inside just knowing that he is simply ok.

2.weight loss.finally i’m doing it..my body is a miracle.

3.water.it is just my inner knowing,but i feel that it is most powerful force in the universe..should i explain better?WATER…~~ seas,Oceans,rain,8 glasses of water everyday..smelly shower every morning ..warm bath sometimes..water.!

4.creativity.i’m full of it again.

5.positive people online.inspiring people in the world,wayshowers,lightworkers,indigos,crystals, loving people,simple people..i’m blessed with every individual i meet in my existence.

6..i am so grateful for this beautiful autumn in our country!!!!!i love autumn.it is my favourite season;)

namaste~ 8 months ago


pixienroll19.India Arie - Just for Today

Just for today
I will not worry what tomorrow will bring, no
I’m gonna try something new and walk through this day
Like I’ve got nothing to prove, yeah
Although I have the best intentions
I can’t predict anyones reactions
So I’ll just do my best
I’ll put one foot in front of the other
Keep on moving forward
And let God do the rest

I don’t know what’s gonna happen
That’s alright with me
I open up my arms and I embrace the mystery
I don’t know what’s gonna happen
That’s alright with me
I open up my arms and I embrace the mystery

Just for today
I’m telling the truth like it’s going out of style
I’m gonna swallow my pride and be who I am
And I don’t care who don’t like it, yeah
I feel the fear but I do it anyway
I won’t let it stand in the way
I know what I must do
There’s no guarantee that it’ll be easy
But I know that it’ll be fulfilling
And it’s time for me to show improve

It’s okay not to know
Exploration is how we grow
It’s ok to not have the answer
Cuz sometimes
It’s the question that matters

I don’t know what’s gonna happen
That’s alright with me
I open up my arms and I embrace the mystery
I don’t know what’s gonna happen
That’s alright with me
I open up my arms and I embrace the mystery 8 months ago


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pixienrollOct 10,2011

1)Health
2)Warm nest and comprehension of my helpmate
3)Inspiration to PAINTDRAW and SING OUT LOUD MY JOY OF LIVING
4)Autumnal sun and poetry in my mind
5)LOVE everywhere and in everyone 19 months ago


pixienrollJuly 26,2011

I am grateful for:
1.Getting in shape
2.Improving my painting skills day by day
3.Being productive
4.Going back to veganism and ecocreative mind
5.Archangel Michael and all the LIGHTBEINGS for staying with me.. 22 months ago


pixienrollJuly 3,2011

i am grateful for:
finding new sympathy
one of the greatest dub n jungle openair in my whole life (FIRE)
lovely and supportive friends
strawberries and thymes
my dearest little sister 22 months ago


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pixienrollFck Yeah Poi!!!!

It is my new passion.Ex bf have showed me this magical movement.Thank you a lot,my dear friend.You have showed the viceless distraction for hoyden little fairyyyyy!!!;>>>
Yeah!! Poi Dancing!I learned basic poi spins few moths ago.Now my best teacher is youtube with awesome tutorials for poi beginners.Also i am very inspired watching videos with Poi Fire Dancing and other goodies from trance/goa festivals.I wish i will do the same stuff one day.I almost promise to myself ;>
I like to spin my beautiful blue poi in nature or even in city in the midnight when it is calm and full of gently lights from huge buildings. 23 months ago


pixienrollUntitled

oh my gosh.it doesn’t work and yeah it is too self pushing.my body and mind is arising.they say: slow down and create a new healthy eating (and so on..) habbits.
incidentally i gained few pounds and enden with icebucket.:>
so here i am.going back to the start ;>

with a new plan.more gentle and more visionary. 23 months ago


pixienrollJune 6,2011

i am grateful for:

1)Having my own art studio
2)Summer evenings and a beautiful view through my window
4)BEING IN PEACE WITH MYSELF
5)Letting go 23 months ago


pixienrollJune 2,2011

i am grateful for:
1.rejoicing with lots of inspirational people in the party(it was yesterday and i am full of good emotions)
2.lovely new friends
3.best days of my twentysomething:>
4.riding a bicycle
5.for my new apartment which is very canny and full of good energies 1 year ago


pixienroll6.Isha Judd

Isha Judd is considered an “ambassador for peace” by international leaders of opinion. Her conferences and seminars are increasingly sought after throughout the world. Isha Judd imposes no political opinions, dogmas or intellectual concepts, yet she is viewed as a modern day visionary, receiving invitations to speak in international forums, with senators, bishops and jet setters, as well as groups of ex guerilla soldiers and high security prisoners.

Born in Australia, where she lived a wide spectrum of human experiences that shook her structures from the very beginning, Isha Judd was motivated to push the boundaries of life to the limit. After learning of her adoption at a very early age, she found solace in the company of animals. Her great love for horses would eventually lead her to a fulfilling career as a racehorse breaker and trainer. After great personal losses, she developed another facet, as a singer-songwriter of soft rock. But her inner journey was motivated by something greater than external success: by the yearning to break free from the fears that still held her prisoner.

Isha Judd began to dive deep within herself, searching for that which she had always desired. Although she did not know exactly what she was looking for, a voice whispered to her, “It’s time to wake up. It’s time to wake up.” Guided by an inner conviction that seemed to speak to her from her heart, Isha Judd integrated a series of components that began bringing her back home to herself, taking her beyond the confusions and preoccupations of the intellect, into an internal state of increasing peace and fullness.
until reaching enlightenment: the awakening she had so yearned for.

As she continued expanding this internal experience,
she left behind her addictions, attachments and fears,

So it was that this experience, often considered in our culture to be almost impossible to achieve – only for the chosen few, and only after many years of abstinence and disconnection from society – today emanates from an impacting, moving being, who is at the same time grounded and modern; someone who lives in the world, not distanced from it. 2 years ago


pixienrollMay 20, 2011

I am grateful for:
1.Crazy adventure with a stranger
2.Balm Tea
3.Being free from my ed
4.My lovely oldschool bicycle
5.Archangel Michael..i can feel that you’re always here for me.With all my heart.Thank You.

+ a postcard i made for my cousins First Communion. 2 years ago


pixienrollUntitled

thanks for your comment.i will think about that and change my deadline if it will be difficult for my body to exist:)
it seems to me that loosing 1 kg in a week is a pretty healthy thing. 2 years ago


pixienrollPLAN FIRST(For 3 months)

i will lose 10 kg in 2,5-3 months = 4 kg/month = 1 kg/weekly

current BMI: 22,43
goal BMI : 18-19
cw:~ 56kg
gw:48-45kg

a) 1 x H20/Liquid fast/weekly = 4 x H20/month = 12 H20/3months
b) only liquids/fruits n veggies after 6pm
c) 50 jumping jacks (5 times/weekly)
50/day = 250/month = 3000/3months

also :
i will restrict my alcohol intake.i also want to set myself free from this addiction… (good for my body and soul)
i will meditate as much as i can
yoga few times a week

i’m willing to change.i know i am ready this time.
and i’m doing this only for myself. 2 years ago


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pixienrollMay 18, 2011

I am grateful for :

1.My few friends who are very supportive and loving
2.My sense of colours
3.For “Beautiful losers” and street artists who inspired me for seeking more providence
4.Healing myself
5.Starseeds and Lightworkers.i love you all for helping me to find PEACE2 years ago


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