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until the tears of joy rain down my face. 7 months ago

so i send hugs!
i have been belly dancing for 8 years, nad have met such wonderful people along the way! hope your journey is as rewarding!
DANCE FOR JOY! 7 months ago

just set an example and lead the best life you can==for yourself. she will learn by example.
maybe she doesn’t want to be fixed right now. maybe she just wants to vent, or blow off some steam. the best thing you can do is listen. and acknowledge what she is saying. 7 months ago

my hip hurts.
my thoughts hurt.
i feel so unlovable. 7 months ago

for breast cancer.
the tutu project.

but i think this is the last show i will do.
we lost the venue i was doing them in, and this one is in a burger joint. scratches head doesn’t seem right—belly dancers in a burger joint.
oh well, lets see how it goes. alot of people didn’t like the ethnic food in the other place. i think that was just an excuse. it was never about the food anyway, it was about the charity, and the entertainment. 7 months ago

for now, but i am not excited about it at all. not excited about anything.
all i want to do is get high. i obsess on the thought, but yet i don’t act on it. yet. 7 months ago

i have paid off my car, paid off one credit card. another should be paid in full in another 3 or 4 months. then i go ballistic on the last one.
then i get to start all over and get myself a new car. 7 months ago

i think the older you get, the more you realize that whatever life throws at you will end up OK.

i was diagnosed with a terminal illness 8 years ago, and have already outlived life expectancy! although i am having a little trouble now, i am still going strong, and there is no stopping me! i live everyday to the fullest, and my diagnosis has only made me make the best of every day. i think i still have a few more (good) years ahead of me, before i even have to think of slowing down! and i got plans!!!!

i wish you the best! 11 months ago

i’ll be 53 this next birthday. (just over 2 weeks away) 11 months ago

my birthday is coming up in the first week of july. funny, i haven’t even thought about it yet. usually i would start getting depressed right about now. but i am too focused on breathing. it is getting harder. 11 months ago

to see the long island medium give a lecture, and maybe that will open up some new avenues. 11 months ago

to benefit The Tutu Project for breast cancer. 11 months ago

but not working too well.
if it’s not one thing. it’s the other.
but hey, i jut had my 8 year anniversary, which i now call my birthday. i shouldn’t have made it past 5. i am doing something right. 11 months ago

i developed COPD. so that will keep me away from the wacky weed. i prefer breathing. 11 months ago

paid off my car and one credit card. working on another credit card. it’s getting there. that one should be paid off before the end of the year. 11 months ago

...weight watchers never recognized it, so i lost faith in them in that respect. it’s a great program though, and i highly recommend it.
also with another although… i did gain a little over the holidays, so i know i have to lose that 10 pounds. but i feel great, and considering that i am an old lady, i look great…. LOL
the program works. if you work it. 16 months ago

check.

next one should be to benefit vets, hopefully in relation to pets, as in a pets for vets group, but something local. (and i mean vets is in veterans, not veterinary.
also would like to do smile train.
and i want to do a rock show for doctors without borders. that one is going to be on a larger scale so there is more to work out.
and all this takes money.
which i don’t have at this time. 16 months ago

two credit cards and one car to go. car is next. 6 more payments, gonna try to do it in 4 payments. once that is done, it frees up alot that i can put towards the other stuff. 16 months ago

reminds me of a dead animal. so i seldom buy meat. most of the meat i get is on a wrap sandwich i buy at the deli. or what is already in my soup or salad when i buy the pre-made/canned stuff. going to be more aware of the meat i eat and try to JUST SAY NO more often. 16 months ago

making a list, checking it twice.
damn cats are expensive, that’s not nice!
looks like i have to give up dance for awhile
so i can stop living in denial
i am not as rich as i think i am 16 months ago

read a few recently. a little slow on the current one, only cause i am trying to catch up on some current affairs. but i am proud of what i have done recently! 18 months ago

too many unwanted kids in this world. too many people having kids that shouldn’t. i never had kids either, and i think my life is so much better for it. plus, it’s quiet a scary world to birth a child into. when 9-11 happened, i was so happy my mother wasn’t here to experience the pain of being a new yorker, and an american. that is only the start. sooner or later, something far worse is going to happen. scary shit. 18 months ago

and i like it! 20 months ago