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haouawith a smile on my face ...

This is so hard ,it is nervewrecking , I never thought that Master’s degree would test me not intellectually but pschlogically …I hope that I won’t get depressed half way .I need to pull myself together .I cannot give up and, God willing, I won’t . It’s too late to do that ,I need to keep going otherwise everything I’ve been doing these past years will be in vain. :) :) :) 5 months ago


haouaA victim of my own vicious circle !!!!

It´s been a long time since I felt this way . I thought that I defeated depression at last. It seems that what has been going WITHIN me lately proves that my battle with depression is far from over . I’m torn apart deep inside and no one around me seems to be willing to take a very good look through me and see I’m falling apart . I can’t stand it anymore ,but I’m not going to do anything stupid .I’m not in that stage yet. All I want is that there will be a time when I will wake up one day and smile knowing that my life is worth living for . 8 months ago


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Studying harder did actually pay off .I succeeded in my university,but I cannot overlook the fact that the 2 next years will be the turning points of my life . 10 months ago


haouaA must or else...

I really need to stop this addiction with potato ships . I don’t want to suffer from heart disease or nerve damage or cancer(God Forbids). I can’t let my self delve in these trivial habits that could destroy my life .I want to live as a healthy person and die from old age not from Pringles !!!!!!!!!!! 12 months ago


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Finished reading:
I know This Much is True by Wally Lamb
Animal Farm by Gerage Orwell
Uncle Tom’s Cabin by Harriet Beecher Stowe
Streetcar Named Desire by Tenessee Williams
le Petit Prince de Antoine de Saint-Exupéry 12 months ago


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let’s say that the very few friends I have are not that bad .. 17 months ago


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planning to fast at least 2 days this week.. 19 months ago


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Does Ramadhan count????:) still,I am going to fast in other days so I can be one step closer to my religion . 19 months ago


haouasay cheeeeeeeeeeese:))))

This goal kinda came on its own.I started recently taking more picture of me,my family,my dog ,and my cat .Surprsingly,I feel really good about this goal because I wasn’t really a fan of photography but now I take advnatage of every chance I have …:) 19 months ago


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let’s give optimism a chance .I’m gonna follow this rule for a while and see where it’ll take me..:) 19 months ago


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I think finding a purpose in life plays a major part in my fight against depression .It’s been a while since I had any serious “blackout” of real life and the reason is in these past few months I have learned to set goals .whether they were trivial or important ,every goal tought me to feel things depression had destroyed.freedom ,happiness,sense of purpose and “raison d’etre” and many others which made my life little easier to embrace 20 months ago


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This is gonna take forever ..but I am not giving up 20 months ago


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why??? 21 months ago


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haouaParis ...here I come

I can’t believe I am actually saying this ,but I am finally going to Paris ..;Now ,all I need to do is wait for this Tuesday ….:))))))(thank you God and thank you daddy ) 22 months ago


haouaI really wanna go (God willing of course)

I am this close to go to Paris this summer …I am only a step away from achieving this goal .Only time will tell if it’ll ever happen ..just 2 days more ,I need to be patient for just 2 days … 23 months ago


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the books I read so far are:
Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
The Age of Innocence by Edith Wharton
Great expectations by my favorite writer Charles Dickens
David Copperfield by Charles Dickens
Lady Chatterley’s lover by D.H.Lawrence
Act Of Will by Barbra Taylor Bradford 23 months ago


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