43 Things: Recent Activity by Neko

Last night I had one

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Fri, 17 May 2013 14:36:11 GMT

Neko added an entry about have more lucid dreams:

It was probably the most vivid and clear lucid dream I have ever had. I was totally aware that I was dreaming and when usually the dream characters are trying to convince me otherwise this time they accepted it. I was in an apartment and I was looking out of the window. It was late October or so, the trees didn’t have leaves, but then I was thinking that it should be September, and how much nicer that would be, the trees suddenly had colorful leaves on them. The colors were so bright and sparkling. It was so beautiful.

Then I left the apartment and walked to some other place (someone had erased the city centre that should have been on my way, and I was wondering that in the dream) where I met other people. There was this girl who had accidentally colored herself from head to toes. I was still aware that I was in a dream and I talked about that with others. Then I started to loose the control and waking up. It was so hard to keep my eyes open in the dream, it was like I had my contact lenses on and they were starting to dry and itch. (Usually I see myself in third person in dreams, but not this time). I tried to keep up with the dream and not lose it, but the final kill was when my boyfriends alarm clock rang.

It was a nice lucid dream even though I didn’t have that much chance to alter things. I guess I really didn’t want to, I just wanted to see what the dream has for me.

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nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Fri, 17 May 2013 14:22:40 GMT

Neko added an entry about compile a 100-things-about-me list:

I had my first car accident this week.

Not really something I really wanted to experience. It was so scary and I am not very sure what really happened. I took all the blame, however it probably wasn’t entirely my fault (the man came from behind and hit me after all). It was the company’s car which makes this even worse. Nobody got physically wrecked (except the cars), but emotionally I still feel very shaky and I feel very anxious when I think about it or that I have to drive again. I also feel very worried cos I have to drive a car cos of my work and it might be that the car is at shop to get fixed and I don’t own a car. However I know that I can always rent a car, so I guess what really makes me nervous is that I need to drive anyway. I wonder should I get a job where I don’t need to drive at all (until I get a car that drives by itself, this accident would have been avoided if the car would be smart and the human errors would be deleted).

It also bothers me that I got already a warning from police about my driving habits last week and I didn’t learn anything as it seems.

I know it’s normal to feel all these feelings after a traumatic event, even for weeks, but I really wish I could shake off this feeling I have all the time. I also wish this accident won’t affect negatively my driving habits. I never have been very good driver cos I drive so little.

I guess I need to just go through these feelings and then move on. And drive much more safely in the future.

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nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Fri, 10 May 2013 15:00:22 GMT

Neko commented on an entry by Neko titled "I'm really pissed off with this!" regarding participate Neko's 43 journal's "All over the world"- tour:

Yeah, I can’t reach the person who have had the journal already 6 months or so.

I'm really pissed off with this!

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Thu, 09 May 2013 13:11:52 GMT

Neko added an entry about participate Neko's 43 journal's "All over the world"- tour:

However there are some nice people on the list still waiting for to participate. So let me know if you still want to play and I will get a new journal and send it on the way. I still hope that I would get the original journal back someday since quite many people already participated it.

But this time, I really hope that people who are willing to play are also willing to send it within a month or so to the next person. And if something happens (like life) and you don’t feel energy to participate,or don’t know what to write, then just send it to next person without writing in it! So other people don’t have to wait for years!

I am sad that this little experiment have had so many problems :(

Update

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Mon, 08 Apr 2013 17:17:24 GMT

Neko added an entry about participate Neko's 43 journal's "All over the world"- tour:

Well there’s nothing new :( I haven’t heard about Donah, so if you read this, please answer my email or PM here! I would love to get this journal back on the track!

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nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Mon, 08 Apr 2013 17:15:20 GMT

Neko commented on an entry by As a Phoenix Rising titled "My house is in escrow... yippee!" regarding participate Neko's 43 journal's "All over the world"- tour:

Send me a message so I can update the list :) Too bad that I haven’t heard about the journal for months :( I have no idea what is going on.

Improve my self-esteem

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Thu, 04 Apr 2013 03:30:33 GMT

Neko completed this goal

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nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Sun, 17 Feb 2013 16:46:55 GMT

Neko commented on an entry by As a Phoenix Rising titled "I'm looking forward to getting the journal" regarding participate Neko's 43 journal's "All over the world"- tour:

Donah still has the journal and I haven’t heard of her even though I have tried to reach her. :/ I understand that it has been hard times with her, but I would love to see the journal on the move soon.

It takes what time it ever takes…I hope you will get it eventually :D

Hi!

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Sat, 02 Feb 2013 10:47:22 GMT

Neko commented on an entry by arrakis titled "23.India" regarding Get 100 flags on my 43T flag counter:

Here’s a Finnish flag for you :)

91. Dominican Republic

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Sat, 02 Feb 2013 10:46:21 GMT

Neko added an entry about Get 100 flags on my 43T flag counter:

That’s cool! Thanks for visiting! :)

_{Only 9 more countries to go!}

The journal has been on it's trip over a year!

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Sat, 19 Jan 2013 11:26:20 GMT

Neko added an entry about participate Neko's 43 journal's "All over the world"- tour:

And it still has long way to go. This is taking much longer than I hoped, but life happens. 9 people behind and 7 people ahead.
The list is as follow:
CurvatiousOne
TechKat
as a phoenix rising
jess jess jess
Triniprincess
raslalique
Sammie

I hope Sammie doesn’t need to wait a year more to get it! :)

The world didn't end yesterday...

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Sat, 22 Dec 2012 13:15:29 GMT

Neko added an entry about get married, stay married, and live happily ever after:

...but I guess a new era did begin. We got engaged today! :) I actually new about this cos he had to tell me about his plans cos he didn’t know what size my ring should be and since we wanted it to be this day (today is our fifth anniversary) it was essential to get the rings done in time (in Finland it’s common that both get the rings at the time of engagement). Our rings were handmade by local jewelery smith. It has no diamonds (I don’t want any), but probably when we get married, we will alternate the ring by adding few stones there (not diamonds, something else).

It’s been pretty hard for me not to tell about this before hand to my friends.

Today we will also celebrate this by going eat out some fancy place that is still secret for me. In the morning I got real champagne and roses :)

I am very happy now :) I love him a lot ♥

90. It's Austria!

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Sat, 22 Dec 2012 12:58:55 GMT

Neko added an entry about Get 100 flags on my 43T flag counter:

Cool! Thanks for visiting :)

:(

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Wed, 07 Nov 2012 16:47:36 GMT

Neko commented on an entry by donah1007 titled "Untitled" regarding participate Neko's 43 journal's "All over the world"- tour:

I am so sorry about your dad! Sorry about your loss :(

(((((Hugs)))))

In USA

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Mon, 29 Oct 2012 17:29:02 GMT

Neko commented on an entry by As a Phoenix Rising titled "Where is" regarding participate Neko's 43 journal's "All over the world"- tour:

Heading for the next person who should get it soon :)

The journal is traveling from east to west and is currently going to state in midwestern.

I think I have to put this on hold

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Fri, 26 Oct 2012 08:32:47 GMT

Neko added an entry about get microdermals:

at least for awhile. Microdermals and thai boxing doesn’t mix up well together.

Amsterdam!

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Fri, 26 Oct 2012 08:31:24 GMT

Neko added an entry about travel through europe:

I am going to Amsterdam in just two weeks from now! I’ll be there from 8th to 11th of November with my workmates. If anyone wants to give me hints or maybe even meet me there, now it starts to be a good time to let me know :)

The journal is on the move soon again

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Fri, 19 Oct 2012 18:46:34 GMT

Neko added an entry about participate Neko's 43 journal's "All over the world"- tour:

So remember to check your mail box next week or so ;)

89. Iraq

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Tue, 16 Oct 2012 16:47:00 GMT

Neko added an entry about Get 100 flags on my 43T flag counter:

Finally! A new flag. Thanks for visiting :)

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nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Tue, 02 Oct 2012 14:31:44 GMT

Neko commented on an entry by Dreamer7787 titled "Oh hey there!" regarding participate Neko's 43 journal's "All over the world"- tour:

I am also very excited that you are participating this! :)

The journal should be moving this week!

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Tue, 11 Sep 2012 19:17:53 GMT

Neko added an entry about participate Neko's 43 journal's "All over the world"- tour:

I hope the next person will let me know when she gets it :)

Muay Thai

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Tue, 04 Sep 2012 18:17:44 GMT

Neko added an entry about exercise more:

I am actually pretty excited about starting thai boxing. I have done some fitness boxing earlier. Today we had the first introduction lesson for all the martial arts, and Thursday we will have our first thai boxing lessons.

I think this will be fun! I just hope I won’t get the back eye right away :D

Have my own blog

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Sat, 01 Sep 2012 16:18:06 GMT

Neko completed this goal

So I started a one

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Sat, 01 Sep 2012 08:37:46 GMT

Neko added an entry about Have my own blog:

See how it goes.

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I am sorry to hear about the split

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Mon, 27 Aug 2012 15:45:35 GMT

Neko commented on an entry by Absnasm titled "As some of you will know, HA and I have split up." regarding Fall in love:

but I am sure you will do just fine :) And the new boyfriend sounds great! All the best for two of you :) ♥

Aww man!

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Wed, 22 Aug 2012 18:37:24 GMT

Neko added an entry about Get 100 flags on my 43T flag counter:

I finally get new visitor after over 4 months and it’s from “Unknown- Asia/Pacific region”. So no new flags for me :(

The journal is now safe and sound in Canada!

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Tue, 21 Aug 2012 14:18:09 GMT

Neko added an entry about participate Neko's 43 journal's "All over the world"- tour:

I got an update that it’s now with Maxime. :) I am exicted that it has now reached the next continent! Next it will continue its way to USA!

Stay tuned! :)

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nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Thu, 16 Aug 2012 15:06:54 GMT

Neko added an entry about compile a 100-things-about-me list:

I like being center of attention

I don’t mean that I necessary wants to be in front of lots of people and everyone to stare me, but I like that I am being noticed. I like to stand out of the crowd. And people to stop and look after me when I walk by :D If I am in a group of people, I like that my opinions are taken noticed. And I love getting compliments. And I love flirting.

If I don’t get attention, I get really cranky.

Lately

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Wed, 15 Aug 2012 16:35:14 GMT

Neko added an entry about feel pretty, be pretty:

I have felt quite good about myself. I still have few kilos to lose, but overall I am quite happy with my looks. I feel beautiful.

I recently got contact lenses and I like my look without glasses much more.

I check this as done

nobody@43things.com (Neko) — Wed, 15 Aug 2012 16:31:29 GMT

Neko added an entry about Improve my self-esteem:

since I truly feel that I have gotten my self confidence back. I am more happy about myself nowadays and I don’t feel that my life is pointless. I believe in myself. I am me. And I like who I am. I am not perfect and I have my faults. But I recognize them and accept them. I don’t think about what people think about me. I don’t fear to live my life as I want.