Well it’s starting to look ok :D I cut it “boy” short last year and now it’s growing back to long. It’s still not as long as it was in that picture. And I currently have darker color. 2 years ago
Yeah, it’s also annoying when there are 100 people applying the same position and it seems that there is always someone who is better than me :(
Volunteering is one option, but I haven’t much looked into what there is for that field. I guess I am just hoping to get paid job instead. 2 years ago
You mentioned several good points! It indeed bothers me that cos lack of money, I feel a bit trapped. And I don’t want to live on my boyfriends and parents money, but that’s what I have to do right now when my bank account has almost none money.
Thanks for your encouragement. I hope too that you will find something soon after your contract ends. 2 years ago
So, only few hours when the Eurovision finals start. Who do you think will win?
Tomorrow Sweden and Finland will play from Word Championship in Ice Hockey. Who do you think will win? 2 years ago
I’m about 65% straight. As I mentioned my yesterdays entry.
I think as well that it’s more common to women admit their interest on same sex than men do. I haven’t talked about this issue much with my friends and I think quite many are at least 90 % straight, though they might be like me and not talking about it doesn’t mean that they aren’t interested on same sex (at least some level).
It’s quite much fun to talk about women with my boyfriend (like who is hot and who we would fuck :D) Even though I do like a lot men, I think generally female body is much prettier. Lately I have noticed myself looking more women “by that eye” than men. Maybe cos I already have such a hot boyfriend ;) 2 years ago
Aww thanks :) But you are right, this is an old entry and my hair doesn’t look same anymore :D
Nobody has ever said my eyes incredible. So thanks! :)2 years ago
Have you ever drank water out of a garden hose?Don’t remember. Probably not
Have you walked or skated on a frozen pond?several times
How many keys are on your keyring?at least 5
How many persons under the age of 21 are living in your home?zero
Do you have or carry a lucky charm?no
What color is your toothbrush?blue
Other then cash, do you use a debit card, credit card or old-fashined checks most?debit card, I have never used checks
What was the last fresh fruit you ate?pineapple
What color is your front door as seen from outside?brown
Do you live north or south of the equator?north2 years ago
I’ve applied internships too, but it seems that they prefer to take students, not graduated (cos they want money from universities). But I sure thing I would appreciate to get internship as well.
Thanks! I sure will keep trying, cos that’s pretty much all I can do now. I have applied to other cities as well and actually those two interviews I got weren’t to my home city Tampere. I cannot apply everything every day simply cos there aren’t that many jobs to apply. (And I don’t want to work in telemarketing…) 2 years ago
I know!!!! When he did that goal we just looked the re-play and shout “what the hell just happened”! Awesome that it was our player who did such a thing :) 2 years ago
Granlund ♥ :D That kid is awesome!
I am not surprised though that we won tonight. I knew that Russia would fall. I’m happy that we did got them and not Canada. Now we just need to win Swedes! 2 years ago
Awesome game! And now Finns are playing against Swedes on Sunday. I think that game will cause me a heart attack :D
Though I do prefer them than Czech.2 years ago
I am about 65 % straight
I wouldn’t label myself as bisexual cos I like guys bit more than females, but I wouldn’t label myself either straight cos I like females more than being straight. However I don’t see it important to label anyone gay, bi-sexual, asexual or straight. I also find sexuality being quite fluid. I find it hard to believe that anyone would be at the ultimate end at gay-straight axle. Of course that might be possible. Anything really is.
I am right now at relationship with a man and I never have done anything more than kissing with girls. But I do wonder what it would be like to be with woman. I am quite picky though what it comes to females. I like very girly and pretty girls. And at some level, I am not sure could a woman please me like man can.
The funny thing is that I haven’t much told about my friends about me fancying females, but once I got really drunk at my friends party and then told everyone there that I like also girls and my friend answered that “I knew that”. I don’t actually remember telling that to her earlier :D 2 years ago
Bah, nothing new for me. 2 years ago
Oh, and good luck with your new job! Congrats for it :) 2 years ago
I graduated in October as Master of Science and my major was Environmental Science. So I am basically looking for anything from my field. I would prefer full time job, but I also wouldn’t mind getting a temp job. I’ve applied very large variety of jobs and it’s really frustrating. I am feeling anxious cos I have been unemployed so long and I don’t have much work experience and I am worried that the longer it takes the smaller my chance to get a job gets :(
Yeah, not hearing from jobs at all is even worse than getting rejected. I wish I would get at least job interviews but this far I have got only 2 and I have sent probably at least 60 applications this far. 2 years ago
Yesterday I had homemade salad: lettuce, tomatoes, feta cheese, bread and cucumber.
Today I haven’t eaten lunch, I decided to skip it. Which means that I hope that we go out for dinner… 2 years ago
Thanks. I really hope so too. Next week I will hear about one job, and that’s actually my last chance :( There hasn’t been any open vaccations lately. Well there’s this one, but I would need a car if I could do it, but I find it really impossible to get a car for summer just in few weeks.
And with those entrance exams coming soon, I feel very stressed. I just feel that there’s no way I could pass them. I am not that good in math and even I would study every day, I don’t have faith in me that I would learn it (I didn’t learn it in gymnasium either, so how I could learn it all now when I haven’t done pretty much anything math related in 6 years?) I might be able to solve the TAMK exams, but I am not sure do I want to really study there that subject I applied. I already studied something where I want to have my career, so why I can’t just get job :( I should be proud cos I managed to finish my studies so fast, but now I don’t have any work experience :( I really don’t know what to do :’(
Sorry for my rant.2 years ago
I am not sure does this go under this goal, but since I have big troubles believing in myself right now, I think this might be a right place.
Yesterday I got a bunch rejection letters from jobs again. It’s hard to believe in yourself when nobody else believes in you either. I feel that I am loser. I try to fight this very oppressing feeling, but it just makes me want to cry. How could I stay optimistic? Where can I find believe in me when it doesn’t seem to pay off? I want this so bad. Why can’t things start to work out already for me, not against me? This job applying process isn’t doing any good for my self-esteem. 2 years ago
We have hear too huge automarkets (=grocery shops that are a bit far from central and are easy to access with cars) where people usually go to buy a lot stuff at the same time. So it’s not just one or two bags.
I still don’t understand that mentality that you don’t want fill your own bags….Why is that so difficult? ;) 2 years ago
Well that’s a good name too :D 2 years ago
And I forgot my newest favorite sport to watch: Pole dancing! 2 years ago
1. Figure skating. Love it!
2. Ice hockey, but I only watch international games. I am not interested on national league or NHL.
3. Tennis. 2 years ago
No problem.:) I wish I could do it again, but I guess that’s not allowed ;) 2 years ago
And the Dutch word is “Betaalpenning” :D 2 years ago
I also learned that the alternative word for poletti in Finnish is “rahake” (raha=money), but I don’t like it that much. Poletti is better and it sounds funnier :)2 years ago
You do look like 20-something :) 2 years ago
Never heard of that, but
“3. you pay a quarter for carts and get a quarter back when you return them
4. you pay for bags”
those things aren’t weird here. Almost every grocery store here you need to pay for bags. And I think that’s good cos it makes people think about saving money and using canvas bags instead. Also you must put money to carts and then you get it back when you return them to right places. (see the photo) You can also use these what we call “poletti”
coin shaped things instead of money to remove the carts against each others. I have no idea what those are called in English. 2 years ago