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65,7 kg 8 months ago

But I can’t turn them down because I dont want to be mean, yet not turning them down means they think they still have a chance.

Maybe I have too high demands on guys, but I don’t think so. There’s simply none good enough that has come along. Well, I am looking in the wrong place. I want a nice guy, taller than me, romantic, caring, adventurous, active, and a christian burning for god.. It’s sorta really important, but right now I’m just so desperate I don’t care about that part, I just wanna have someone to snuggle up to at night watching a movie and I dont know why Im making it to be so hard. 8 months ago

Went shoping with a friend… AND HER BOYFRIEND.
Then we watched a movie at night at my home. WITH HER BOYFRIEND.
FOREVER ALONE this made me just really depressed :< 8 months ago

my saviour, my king
holy spirit
god almighty
remedy – david crower band
holy, holy, holy
när solen går ner (when the sun goes down)
you are the voice
from the inside out – hillsong
you are holy
here i am – spirit
better together – jack johnson
each coming night – iron & whine
wake me up – ed sheeran
perfect two – perfect two
hero – enrique iglesias
what are words – chris medina
promenad genom stan – per gessle (walk through the city)
you’re beautiful – james blunt
FUN – Some nights
Ron Pope – A drop in the ocean
Panetoz – dansa, pausa (dance, pause)
timbuktu – the botten is nådd (the bottom is reached)
gypsy and the cat – the piper’s song
timotej – kom (come)
Ison & Fille – jag skrattar Idag (Im laughing Today)
Owl city – firefly
He is We, Owl city – all about us
Steven curtis chapman – I will be here
Chris tomlin – how great is our god
David archuleta – to be with you
Hillsong church – with everything
The Strange Familiar – Courage is
Vanessa carlton – a thousand miles
Natasha bedingfield – wild horses
Natasha bedingfield – unwriten
Calle Kristiansson – walking in memphis
Niklas Stromstedt – Om (If)
Karl Wolf – Africa
Rascal flat – bless the broken road
Nickelback – gotta be somebody
Regina spector – the call
Mandy moore – only hope
Joshua radin – id rather be with you
R. Kelly – The worlds Greatest
Ola – Overdrive
Jason Mraz – I’m yours
David archulet – to be with you
Lisa – Hallelujah (ac)
Right said fred – I’m too sexy
Amanda sayfried – little house
Melody Garlot, Ken pendergast, vince mendoza – Baby I’m a fool
Backstreet boys – how did I fall in love with you
shaggy, rayvon – angel
Kirk franklin – hosanna
John Farnham – You’re The Voice
Jennifer Lopez – do it well
Regina Spector – laughing with
OneRepublic – all the right moves
Coldplay – Viva La Vida
John farnham – pressure down
The lumineers – ho hey
Mr Big – Wild world
Attack – ooa hela natten (Ooa all night)
The lovin spoonful – daydream
Kelly clarkson – breakaway
Owl city – to the sky
Seal – kiss from a rose
Seal – waiting for you
R. Kelly – I believe I can fly
Rihanna – S&M
Rihanna – Da one
Train – Soul sister
Shanye ward – breathless
Rexaling piano music – misty morning rain
Our God is an awesome God
Whitney Huston – i wanna dance with somebody
Ne-Yo – addicted
The script, and Maddi Jane’s cover – Breakeven
Shayne ward – no u hang up
Staind – so far away
Radical face – welcome home
wet wet wet – love is all around
Michel Teló – Ai se eu te pego
George Michael – careless whisper
Justin timberlake – cry me a river
Norlie & KKV – där jag hänger min hatt (where I put my hat)
Den svenska björnstammen – vart jag mig i världen vänder (wherever in the world I go)
Den svenska björnstammen – Svalkar vinden (cooling wind)
Timbuktu – resten av ditt liv (the rest of your life)
Imagine dragons – radioactive
Sia,david guetta – she wolf
Nause – hungry hearts
Sia – my love
Angel – beautiful
Petra Marklund – Händerna mot himlen (hands to the sky)
Sons of midnight – the fire
Ke$ha – die young
Darin – en apa som liknar dig (a monkey that looks like you)
Darin – Nobody knows
Newkid – jag gråter bara i regnet (I only cry in the rain)
lana del ray – born to die 8 months ago

I’m just gonna ditch every single flirt I’ve had up until now, I just realized a few things about my life, and this is not what I want. I’m gonna slow down this drinking thing, its not funny anyway, its just acary when you’re not in the right company. No more pubs for me a while…
Because I’ve met someone who’s more or less the real deal, he’s truly an inspiring person and I admire his mental strenght and faith in God. hes just like, wow. Makes me think of that I used to have that relationship with God as well, perhaps not as close, but I had something, and I want it back. And this guy is just, wow! 8 months ago

I think I’ve found my travel companion, I just hope things stay well between us, he’s a really good guy! And this time I mean it. Honestly he’s like a light in the dark 8 months ago

no?
for me the most peaceful place on earth is a metafor for having peace in your heart, if that peace is a place, a person, an object or a state of mind then let it be 8 months ago

the most peaceful place must be in the arms of the ones you love and the ones who love you. Feeling safe, trust and being loved, there is no better feeling.. So, I’ll just have to find my guy, right? 8 months ago

..after a glas of wine when Im not drunk at all, but just relaxed like I Should be, I can talk to people without problem! The swedish shyness disappeares and I can just be a more open myself, someone I want to be around other people. Just have to practice that without the wine lol 8 months ago

One of my best trips ever! So great when you can go with other people 8 months ago

Did this with my new english friends that i went to finland with, its sooo amusing! :) 8 months ago

Eww didnt like it haha i actually ate rice seaweed fish rolls in a buffe well atleast now ive done it 8 months ago

Drank without parents knowing
Slept next to a guy (not alone though) prob against approval, also them not knowing, and got away with it. I tried my luck to see if he was interested in me, looks like it! We’re gonna meet again tonight…
Staied up all night talking, check. 8 months ago

well, i know the basics 8 months ago