Sometimes I am – I’m trying to be more positive right now. Normally I’m a dick to people to be honest. 3 months ago
Even with obligation I seem to not do anything. Like revision for example.
Just not a good person on this end 3 months ago
GRP day 1
So no G, no P and very little R.
I worked late again and having a cold so going to the gym didn’t happen. To be honest tomorrow I won’t be going to the gym either because it doesnt seem like I’ll have any time. Hopefully I’ll work better with the revision and then it’ll be better with the play.
At work I annoyed someone who thought I was throwing her help back at her when I really wasn’t. Its all due to me feeling like I’ve been lied to basically and now being in a job based entirely around printing stuff out and data entry. So all the cash and training with accountancy has been just wasted.
Then they’ve said I’m good at reports and removed my access to do them and the team I was in doing them and my time to do them. So I do none of the stuff that they say I was good at. Takes the piss.
Not at all sure what I can do and how to improve things on all fronts really. 4 months ago
If anyone reads this or cares sorry I’ve not posted anything in quite a while.
Just very down again really. In a new role which is just wrong and they still want me to do almost all the other stuff I used to do as well as this full time job which I’ve only been shown briefly and one week in.
But that shouldn’t mean I don’t boom it. But I’ve made mistakes and all.
Also only one month to my exams and revision is non existent.
So other that giving up on being happy I’m going to try and work to a GRP pattern.
So each day I’ll go to the gym after work; do revision and play some video games.
Gym and revision for obvious reasons and video games because I keep meaning to go through them. Reading and stuff also falls into this but I’m going with games because maybe I can have some sort of interaction with people sort of.
So yea my ex from like a year ago this is the sort of time we met and all so :S – :( don’t really see how I can meet people. And even worse ladies. That sounds a lot weirder than its meant to be 4 months ago
basically impossible not to saw awwwwwwww and smile back :D 5 months ago
I like the first pair; although the second pair show off more of your face so I can’t decide sorry. 5 months ago
First of all go fuck yourself.
But second I agree its messed up. 5 months ago
I’m very lazy and don’t actually do much. Which is super shameful. 5 months ago
After not going to the gym or anything for the last two weeks. It’ll be going to the gym everyday – except Friday as I’ve got a dental check up.
But yea so I try to run and do weights and move of this large amount of fat that I carry around all the time. 5 months ago
I actually did this about a week ago but just didn’t ‘bother’ essentially to write it up.
Nothing special just the second of three days. So I’ve got to do a test and send it back but other than that nothing special or anything. 5 months ago
Another weekend in which the phrase slipped way doesn’t really carry it over. Then in turn no one to blame but me. Someone did mention about going for a drink but I turned it down – being so down. Should have used this time to study and ‘actively’ play games and stuff like that.
It’s also been quite a nice weekend weather wise, would have been good to spend the time with a girlfriend. 5 months ago
I’m doing sort of okay with this I think. A bigger area would be getting rid of stuff in my wardrobe really. The other bits and pieces I can only go through as fast as I can read and play; any other bits and pieces are just being worked through like aftershave stuff like that.
A bit of a proper clear out may be the best move. 5 months ago
Again lets have another crack at this – first step no takeout or anything like that. Quite frankly my eating well has just not gone anywhere recently except down.
The no list is just the normal stuff. With the yes list being more protein, less carbs. More fruit and veg less well I don’t know what the balancing item would be. 5 months ago
Not doing too bad with this – reading my book, playing some games. Almost completed another game as well – not all the assignments in it but the achievements and stuff so thats it ticked off.
Most importantly though I’m enjoying them and my books and stuff.
Do wish I had people to play with but nm. 5 months ago
This is not going too well really – so lets restart.
From tomorrow we’ll work on not spending so much for at least the rest of this year and for the next 52 weeks.
Doesn’t help with my courses and all. Plus having just bought a new tv but I should save to move out as well. 5 months ago
I work in finance – but only in the sense of a clerk and that’s a push. I am doing other stuff and training to be a real accountant as well.
Well in resume terms the best thing to do is have a general one for things like this but really it needs to match the job role so if they want A you make sure you’ve highlighted having A on your resume. 5 months ago
- a mixed bag all revolving on my feeling odd
- I do feel very odd; it was my exs birthday a few days ago. It’d be our first meeting in a few days. So its been nine or so months since she dumped me.
- Just bought a new TV.
- Went out last night and spend too much cash on just a swift few drinks including my £30 taxi back home.
- I’ve heard on the ‘grapevine’ that there might be a treasury role coming up in the office.
- LEft this post for a day or so; tomorrow I’m going to try and do it all almost so a new post and stuff then. 5 months ago
1. Read on a Kindle or paperback book?
book – don’t get me wrong I’d use a kindle, but a book.
2. Crash with friends or stay in a hotel?
not trying to be awkward but I don’t have any friends – so hotel.
3. Travel by plane, train, or automobile?
any – and a good film
4. Go to a comedy club or dance club?
5. Choose a free trip or the money?
does depend on the trip but a trip is the experience
6. Win the lottery or find your perfect job?
job5 months ago
cuts or burns?
cuts – boom done it
Eat a huge platter of Durian or a bowl full of live worms?
No idea what Durian is so worms
Be a beach bum or a NYC hobo?
Cancer…Brain or Bowel?
Fall asleep at the wheel and hit a group of children on the cross walk or burn down the Louvre?
how many children? – in theory the Louvre has been documented so burn it down
Constipation or Diarrhoea?
diarrhoea; get some peace away from people
Be the Mother of Hitler or the Mother of Attila the Hun?
I’m a guy so dodged that one
Let’s talk parasites: Tape worm or Trichinosis?
Cut off your hands or your feet?
feet – I’m assuming we can have false ones after
be very poor but perfectly healthy or ridiculously wealthy and completely insane?
For a year: eat nothing but half eaten chicken nuggets from the McDonald’s Dumpster or stinky tofu from a not so clean shop in Japan?
Trapped on an Island with Fran Drescher or lost at sea with Richard Simmons?
we can still snap and murder them though right; so no problem
Take a 10 hour flight next to a baby with the swine flu or spend 10 hours driving around a bigoted elderly person with dementia?
Mystery meat, would you rather it be ground up roaches or baby pandas?
Take a wrecking ball to the 16th chapel or lose all the data on the internet?
chapel – one chapel over arguably the greatest collection of human data
Imagine you’re a child, would you rather be starving in Africa or working at a sweat shop in Taiwan?
working5 months ago
What is your reading style?
1. How many books do you read per year or month?
Erm I think normally over fifty give or take.
2. While reading:
(a) do you chew, feel and picture deeply word by word?
(b) read in haste ’ rushing to complete your mission’?
It depends on the books but I never rush to read. Although I do feel like I’ve raced through The man who laughs
3. How do you speed-read?
Just do it quicker I guess – I can’t actually speed read. But you skim the page for whatever you’re looking for5 months ago
Today has just been annoying so in the spirit of recording but not being negative.
The positive is that I’ll be able to pick up my F5 stuff from my F4 lesson this weekend. 5 months ago
yea they’re not like a little band kind of thing.
We’ll see how I get on when the date clicks round. Got to go into work the following day as well. 5 months ago
I’m not that young being 26.
Well the whole positivity thing doesn’t seem to come that easily for me its my fault but as soon as someone does something it just drops away.
the whole thing is I do see the good things but for me my failings out weigh the good things or it feels like they must because no one sees anything good. 5 months ago
I have a large pe….
No wait fact 24 I may lie quite often but never to hurt only to humour. 6 months ago
Not too sure if my rules work for anyone though.
At the end of the day a fat, single (ladies ;) ), 26 year old, living with his parents his hardly a good example for the kids.
I will try to be more positive so – no knocking other people or knocking myself.
Does feel like I’m happier with someone I guess its been lucky the the two girls I’ve been with have both been’perfect’ for want of a better term.
So yea lots to master. 6 months ago
Just looked it up on google and the sleeper trains don’t look bad at all really. But yea maybe watch murder on the orient express or something. Take some popcorn and have a train movie night. 6 months ago
lol of course I am; as soon as I saw the poster I started putting it off in case I didn’t like the whole thing.
But yea I don’t know anything about gigs so will there be shirts and hoodies and stuff on sale? Will anything fit me? What do I do in between work and the gig starting? How long does it go on for?
You should give them a go – I heard of them from a little two piece from Seattle. That was lucky. 6 months ago
Recently I bought tickets to a gig.
My first one. So I’ll be seeing warpaint on the October 29th. I guess I need to take enough cash if theres stuff on sale like shirts or something and if I want a beer.
I’ve got work the next day so it wont be beer heavy and it’ll be me alone.
Right now im tired and all sleepy therefore… 6 months ago
Today was the first day for my F5 unit. No confusion about where I was today.
I didn’t go.
Totally forgot and thought today was the 6th and so my course was on tomorrow. I’ve sent an email to customer services to say sorry and see what to do.
Really I can still go through stuff online but I just won’t have the notes and book until I go in and pick them up.
Not the best start to something I really want and ‘need’ to nail to the wall. 6 months ago
yay to the sleeper train idea and the whole thing really.
Don’t take the laptop – you’re only there a few days so there’s no need. If you want to though you never know if you might want to watch a film or something. 6 months ago