I have a problem… a really big fucking problem. It’s not going anywhere, but neither am I, so I have to do something about it and I think I am ready now. I am so sick of it all, it used to be the only way I could cope with the pain but I do not want to hide anymore. I want to be brave and face the world on my own two feet. So that is what I am going to do.
This summer is going to be MY summer. The summer I learn to be by myself with myself… without anything extra. Just me. Something I have not yet learned. I am planning on using all this time to better myself, work towards my goals. I am planning on doing a lot of yoga and hopefully art, if I can muster enough creative energy. I just want to Create. I want to make something beautiful out of nothing, out of suffering I want to see something good.
I am terrified but exhilarated at the same time. 18 months ago
I feel so foggy and unclear lately. My entire life feels like a giant mist and I am lost in it. I need to clear my head, and I know I have a lot of work ahead of me in order to do this. I know what I have to do, it is just a matter of doing it. Yoga is a big part of it. Too bad I lost my yoga mat in my last move… tomorrow’s sole purpose is to acquire a new one. Small steps. One day at a time. 18 months ago
This was written a long time ago, so maybe your viewpoint has changed – hopefully it has.
I suggest doing a little more research before making such claims as “you’re all insane” and “so many vegetarians and vegans have health problems.” Actually…. the opposite is true.
and a billion other sources will say the same thing. 2 years ago
Still mulling this goal over, I know I want one, but I want to be absolutely sure of the design and placement. I have been reading some good things about a local tattoo artist by the name of Yoshi, at Tattoo Box. I think I will book a consultation soon, to get a feel for whether I like his work, and to figure out prices.
I have a design I am quite fond of – I just need to decide on the placement. Wrist, as I have always wanted… or hand? Hrmmm. 2 years ago
Ever since I went to India, I have been slowly realizing that I really don’t need all that I have – I could live with so much less and still be happy. I would be perfectly fine sleeping out in the open without a mattress or pillows, using a pump for water, showering outside, and not having many of our modern conveniences. It seems to me that for everyone to have these things would, and is very hard on the environment.
It also detracts from what really matters in life – actually living it. As a result of everyone in the west being so consumed with having a “comfortable” lifestyle, they have also sacrificed a good portion of their lives to work constantly in office jobs corporate jobs etc, to make more money, to buy things they don’t need at all. As the quote in Fight Club goes; the stuff you own, ends up owning you.
I don’t want to live my life this way. It’s a fucking rat race and I don’t want to be apart of it. 2 years ago
As I type this, I am sitting in my new apartment in downtown Montreal, heheh! Finally, freedom! I’ve now been in the apartment for 9 days, and I have to say that it is in a great location. The price is amazing too for what it is… I would expect to pay more for such a gorgeous place in the center of everything. I have had a couple very stressful situations getting here, but now all I have to worry about is getting some furniture. I am sleeping on an air matress and have been for the past couple of nights… I cannot wait to get a real bed.
To top it off, I have some pretty great neighbours. It makes me feel good to know that I can just pop by and see them, like I did last night. 2 years ago
Well, it has now been a full 8 months since I last dyed my hair. I can’t remember the last time it has been that long, so I’m just going to mark this goal off as I no longer have any urge to dye it! :) 2 years ago