okay, I am changing my mind again and deciding to just get over him. Who am I to kid my self, there is no way in the world that I will ever be able to make my self go over and talk to him if I can’t even look at him. Maybe we do have the same personalitys and same likes, but it doesn’t matter. There is to much about my self that isn’t good enough. I just dont see how he could ever even think about liking me, and I can’t believe that I acuatally tried to convince my self that it was possible. Its best to just try hard to move on and think about him as less as possible. I dont think that I will ever be able to get over him, just like the song Jordan Sparks sung, he’s on my hear “Just like a tattoo”. But I can move on, and continue with my life and not try to drag my self down over him, because there is no point.
Maybe ever day, I can look my self in the mirror and tell my self, “He doesn’t like you and never will” and after a while I will fully believe it and be able to let him go enough to get on with my life.
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At first all I wanted to do was get him out of my head, but lately, things have been happening, and maybe I am not ready to let him go. I think that maybe I will hold on for just a bit longer. I dont think of him the way I used to. I’m not obsessed the way I was, and I dont see him the way I did. And for once, I think that he see’s me. I dont know if I am quiet ready to fufill this goal right now.
There is some one that I like, and I am very sick of liking him, because I know that he couldn’t like me, and that the chances of anything ever happing is like, immpossible, plus I’m only sixteen and dont plan on dating tell I’m older. I have to see him about three times a week and our church, and I dread it. I can barley look at him, and I never ever talk to him. Its just that he is so perfect, because he is a nerd and is weird. I love that type, even my brother said that we both have the same personality, plus he LOVES cats, and so do I, i adore them to death, but I just can’t see him ever really liking me. He has talked to me a few times when I was with my brother, he even had me listen to a few songs that he liked, and he said goodbye to me whenever he left, but he could just be a nice person. But I am tired of thinking about him so much, so I want to get over him, FOREVER!
