have more confidence

My confidence is growing. I’m reading “Captivating” by John & Stasi Eldredge right now with my bible study group. The chapter I’m in right now talks about how women should ask God to show them their own beauty. Most women, if not all, struggle to truly feel their self worth and to see how beautiful they TRULY are. We’ve been fed so many lies, if from no one else than the devil himself. I asked God to reveal to me my own beauty… to truly help me to see and begin to feel my true self worth.. and since I asked for this yesterday… I’ve already seen an improvement in my attitude towards myself. Thank you Lord, You’re amazing.

I AM BEAUTIFUL!!
I will say it again…
I AM BEAUTIFUL!!!!

I have more confidence and it’s growing each day. This is a different kind of confidence that I haven’t felt in a while, or maybe never. It’s more of a quiet confidence, where I don’t feel a need to force it or put myself on display to others… therefore it’s a more true confidence than the kind I had before. I’m allowing myself to be placed in vulnerable situations every day… simply for the fact that I’m sick of being afraid and uncomfortable and am ready to step through and conquer those fears. Once I’ve gotten used to doing and being what I am making myself do and be… I won’t have to think about doing and being those things – it will come more naturally. And I will have a much more solid confidence than ever before… and will be able to just… live… much more easily.

I am gaining confidence lately. I can feel God moving me towards a better view of myself. I recently started wearing contacts again and have gotten a lot of compliments. I plan on starting to work out again soon… I am starting to realize my self worth again. I am worth the work to keep myself looking good. I deserve maintainence and I deserve to feel and look good.

I have gained some confidence in the past 2 months I’ve been away from this website. I have a feeling I’m in the process of gaining more. Thank you Lord.