Stay happy and have faith no matter what!

When I lay my head down, wrapping my arms and legs around pillows.. When I am my most comfortable. I will then close my eyes and kiss you…

when the night is dark and the sounds silence, It is then I will close my eyes and feel you.

When the world has stoped with it’s demands on how I should feel, what I should do, has ended.
I will close my eyes and dream of you..

I dream a dream of lovers who be embraced.
An entanglement of emotion that emulates our bodies.

When I close my eyes, when the tears slip from the corners, I hear your voice.

When there is not another sound, save my gental breathing, I See you holding your arms open to me.

When the world is at peace and no other is around I open my eyes, to the thought of you.

when the day is fresh before the dawn has come to beckon, I open my eyes to the excitement of you.

Before my body can tell me it’s aches and pains I reach for you.
If only, in my fantasies.

My Dreams, My Thoughts, My Fantasy’s, My Love.

SMILEsmile SMILE smile SMILE smile SMILE smile SMILE smile

In spite of all the bad news, In spite of the drama within me. In spite of the pain or sadness I feel.

In spite of the feelings. I will feel them but they will not take over me. In spite of what Anthony is trying to do to me again… I will smile.

Life is way to short to sit and wait.. It is way to short to think that only one chance were given.. Life is to short to live it with mixed emotions.. It is to short to have it stolen, or worse yet, given away.
Life is precious and the only thing more precious than life is love…

I have been shown those who love me. who care whether I cry or smile and when I cry they allow me that.. Today, no matter what the day brings. No matter whether I am understood, accepted, loved or cherished..

I WILL SMILE.

I don’t want to be alone anymore.

I want love. I want to love.

I was talking to my very best friend in town today. I started to cry and told her this was the worst day of the year so far. Guess what she said?

Are you ready for it????

She said: “You’re getting fat”!

One little hug and my day is so much better! Thanks, M.L.

I have an uninvited guest at home whom I dislike but have to put up with because she’s a member of my husband’s family. She is selfish, irresponsible, disorganized and – the worst part now – she doesn’t know when she will leave. My patience is being tested. So far I’ve managed to be polite. My husband knows how I feel about her and to my surprise he is being very supportive and he’s helping me stay calm. I am happy in spite of her presence, and I have faith she will leave soon. :)

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it’s hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the fame, I’m so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can’t bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can’t bring me down
So don’t you bring me down today

To all your friends, you’re delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone and the puzzle undone
That’s the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words won’t bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words won’t bring you down
Don’t you bring me down today

No matter what we do
No matter what they say
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won’t stay

And everywhere we go
The sun won’t always shine
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won’t bring us down
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words can’t bring us down
Don’t you bring me down today

“You are not important”

I keep getting this message.

ups and downs since last week. One moment I’m fine, suddenly I’m crushed, then I’m “okay”.

How should I react when the thing I am most afraid of happens?