write a book and have it published

this book writting thing is not as easy as i imagined.
i re-wrote the first chapter 4 times already. i than decided chapter 1 is going to be chapter 3.
i wrote chapter 1 and was quite pleased with it.
wrote chapter 2. deleted it. chapter 3 is not chapter 2.
he he he he he oh my, even i’m lost! :)

but it’s gonna be excited, i’m sure!

the thing is, i see this story in my head in real time, like a film or something. and when i start writing i have to slow it down, make sure i make it understandable for the reader. and it’s quite frustrating cos my mind works much faster than my fingers can dance on the keyboard…

Chapter one is on the paper. I don’t necessarily think it’s perfect (i actually think it’s really corny), but it’s a start.
I think I’ll come back to it later on, but… so far so good.

The thing is, I’m not quite sure how to connect the characters with the situation that I want to write about but something tells me this is where I have to start.

Sometimes it feels as if the characters will take me there themselves, like they are creating the story and all I have to do is follow it and document it.

Does that sound weird?!

yesterday i made the 1st step and found some cool links of websites which help you write a book! huraaayyy!!!