i thought i would do somethings nice for myself and get my hair cut something different and dye it pink and black really go for it. so i did it is great looks nice but then i look at me and my face and body and i am still UGLY i disgust myself i and so yuk i dont think i can ever think i am beautiful and for people who read this i dont want anyone to feel sorry for me i just have to let who i feel out, i hate the way i look its digusting and putried i dont why maybe my sisters got the looks and there was none left for me lol i dont know i have to smash the mirror then i dont have to look at myself….......urrrrrrrr UGLY
Sep 06, 2006, 05:24AM PDT | 1 comment
how can you feel beautiful on the outside if you beleive that you are bad and ugly on the inside
Jul 14, 2006, 08:41AM PDT | 1 comment
i saw this picture and it just said how i wanted to feel i have never been told im beautiful and i have never felt it in all my 25 years i was made to know that my sisters when prettier then me and i grow up thinking that was true and no i am starting to learn that maybe i dont tick the beautiful boxes for most people but one day i will feel that i am beautiful well thats what i am try to do anyway i was told once that ’’there is beautiful in my imperfections and i should learn to love the’’ why did i never listen till now so what that i am not one of this hot stunning girls you see fuck them they a most proberbly unhappy to so sod it im going to live my life for me ….....if only i could think that ever day and not think im ugly i can still wish….....
Jun 30, 2006, 01:31PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
