marry the man of my dreams

alrightyyyyyyyy making progress. i wonder if he ever notices that the second he gets online, i emediatly say hi. ahahah nahhh it would take him years to figure that out :P anyways.. talked to him today, and yesterday… and the last week. im getting there ;] wish me luck . ahahh <3

yes, there is a new guy.. and im proud to say hes not a spoil sport, jerk or total freak <3 and i love him.... a lot. and jenni is bugging me soooo much about it but im not gonna spill ;] its to secretive.. but i think hes really nice and he talks to me all the time and he doesnt ignore me ahaha and i know im leaving all you hangingg buttttttttttttttttttt... i got oneeee thing to tell you. _ _ _ _

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have you ever felt that you really love some guy and then you find out hes a jerk? ok, well that happened to me. hes not the guy i thought he was. all he thinks of is himself. hes like obsesed with himself which is a bit gross if you know what i mean. hes a HUGEEE spoil sport. try being on his dodge ball team. he is such a ball hog. plus whenever hes out he yells at the other members. no need to take a spazzz. thankfully he moved away :] see what i mean. ive liked him for like ever and has he ever noticed? NO. he dosent even deserve someone as great as me anyways :] he deserves the worst! anyways… theres someone new. new as in a few weeks liking… andd, you cant know yet… but ill tell you more later. gotta go eat din-din now. love you all.. :) Livyy

i love summer! the only thing is that i never see him. i live out in the country. all the houses are at least 40 meters apart. i like it out here. the quite, the sun set, the animals and sounds. but the only thing is that i feel so alone. away from everyone, everything thats happening. theres still about a month left of summer, i think i can wait.

everyone likes someone, but i loveee brad. i dont know if most people are like this, but whenever im around him, i try to act cool (although it never really works). i always end up like smaking myself in the head or triping over my feet while looking at his hair :) my friends, always bug me about it and say that i look at him and stare for a loong time just staring at him and people around me think im insaine. sometimes i wonder… why didnt i just ask him out if i liked him that much?