Have a Baby

on 6/22/05 a week late I got my period. Oh well, Next time.
I was really nervous, but, now I’m a little disapointed.

I see a very pale pink line in one box and a dark line in the other. went on every website possible to decipher these results. the best one is peeonastick.com it is funny too. so anyway I am going after work to buy a first responce, I am 7 days late. and the first responce is supost to be for those people who can’t wait to find out. but it also detects lower levels of HCG the hormone present in pregnancy. and I drink ALOT of water and I peed like 15 minutes before I took the first test, so this time I’m using that first responce test and I am going to pee into a cup and see if it is concentrated enough(dark yellow) for good results, if is isn’t I will wait longer or til morning to take it when the HCG is more concentrated cause I haven’t peed in like 8 hours. I still haven’t told Jason….I wonder what he will say. our friends have alot of marital problems, I hope that doesn’t affect what he thinks about us, and a baby.

I want to make a baby part me part Jason. We already talked in length about parenting techniquies, and agree how we would disapline and praise our children. What luxuries they could have and what they would have to earn. ECT…He would be a GREAT FATHER, and I would try to be the very BEST MOM I could.