Laugh in the face of adversity, Hey you adversity? Ha ha ha!

ha ha ha hum

sorry at the moment I can’t do better than that.

WAH! hahahaha

Wait where is Red?

BUAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

well things seem a bit better. if only i could get out of my own BS. why do some become their own worst enemy? gee, can i really be that bad of a person? i don’t think so. yet…

i want to be a boot strap type person. how do they do it? what is their little secret?

i think it is internal. something in the brain. a sense of being worthy.

am i worthy? well of course i am. now i need to act on that!

xoxo

twinkle

rather crying. adversity is kicking my ass. i just want to check out. i think we all got snowed into believeing that life is this really great thing. yeah, maybe when you are 5.
fuck i hate feeling like this.
where is the good in life?

adversity, you’re a effing jerk!!!!!

but adversity and me have broken up, I didn’t like him much anyway, he was a crap date.

I was sick for 3 days, had a long sick cranky car trip with my 2 even crankier toddlers, dealt with weird relatives (and wife made cranky by the weird relatives), lugged around a bunch of food in the cold mist, and had uncomfortable meeting with an ex girlfriend and her weird husband at the reception dinner.

In spite of all that, I enjoyed my sister’s wedding so much I have been beaming for 4 days.

Ha ha, adversity! You only slow me down, and make me wrongly think that happiness is far from me.

I am so not going to let you get to me ok? I refuse. No way. And I have been listening to bad religion, so you had better watch it.

but I am laughing. More importantly.. I am standing.

So how bout I stand in the face of adversity and then I shall laugh..

Well, after I stop pissing everyone off.. Okay let me put down the count.

EX # one. pissed off.. {so sorry}

EX # two… Way the fuck pissed off.. {oh you thought I was gonna drop everything and give you all my attention.. oh yeah, isn’t’ that for someone who deserves it… double sorry…}

Now that I’ve gotten past the current title wave of craptastic stuff (for now) I’m ready to embrace the laughter! I have had a silly grin pressed upon my face all morning and I intend to thoroughly enjoy the entire day as a smiley freak! Who’s with me? :D