Your words dipped in chocolate – you
Coated my lips my mind my heart
With rich, true seeming sweetness
Yet now, 48 hours later your
Silence has fallen, a dungeon door closed
—I wonder, wonder, wonder did you
Mean those chocolatey words at all?
Just last night, 36 hours later,
I held your words, flaglike, devoted
—“These mean so much” until I felt
Your fingers, tangled in my hair you
dragged my face along the cold stony floor
—Ancient, bewildering
Chanted language not comprehended
Dank dungeon chamber
You sit on the granite frosted throne
Unspeaking, leaving clue echoes
– - outside the edge of my understanding
– - I don’t understand
I play on beaches
I play on canvas and pages
I play in lavendar gardens
Chocolate coating melts
Drips
Valentine castaways
My salty-faced chorus sings
“But I thought, I thought,
You were, you were, you were”
Until the bridge where the
soloist sings
“There was a glimmer
beyond the glower…
See it? See it?”
You left hints for me
The ever present
“No matter what happens”
Makes me think you
Must have strategically planned
To pull up the drawbridge all along
Leaving me alone, unknowing,
remote – balanced on skinned knees
(All right, I understand now)
I need light filled windows
Lots of them
Understanding. Compassion.
Free flowing, unfiltered words
Save the poison dipped, candy costumed arrows
for your next one
One good thing (or perhaps two)
You helped bring my poetry back
You helped me learn what not to do