symptom of the divine passion is doing 35 things including…

Quit Smoking

28 cheers |

symptom of the divine passion has written 11 entries about this goal

quit date:  — 1 year ago

April 30th, 2007

Apr 20, 2007, 06:02AM PDT 1 cheer | 0 comments

Untitled  — 1 year ago

picked up my prescription for zyban.

it begins.

amazing that i gave up really trying for that long.

Apr 12, 2007, 12:11AM PDT 3 cheers | 0 comments

april 4  — 1 year ago

dropped of my prescription for zyban.

got home to find out that my aunt has cancer, probably due to smoking. some more leverage, that i wouldn’t mind giving back.

Apr 04, 2007, 06:10PM PDT 1 cheer | 0 comments

how long passed?  — 1 year ago

yes, quite a while.

got a prescription for zyban. gotta work out the money to get it filled, then pick a quit date. sometime this month ideally.

Apr 02, 2007, 11:55AM PDT 1 cheer | 0 comments

Untitled  — 1 year ago

back from vegas. had used that as an excuse to stop trying for a while. but i’m committed to not using the next event as an excuse, whatever that may be. new date. sunday. why not?

Feb 08, 2007, 12:11AM PST 3 cheers | 2 comments

Untitled  — 1 year ago

didn’t realize how hard i took it. breaking like i did. how so much of what was consiously emoted earlier was pretend confidence. telling myself. knowing what would inevitably happen; small pictures in the back of my mind. so where to go from here? and how do i assure change? figure this out.

Jan 11, 2007, 12:37PM PST | 0 comments

two words  — 1 year ago

ginger chews

Jan 08, 2007, 08:43AM PST 2 cheers | 0 comments

day 1  — 1 year ago

too much time spent thinking, anything to quiet the noise. other methods shall be developed. going through this shit again. one day at a time.

Jan 07, 2007, 08:14PM PST | 0 comments

day 3  — 1 year ago

today has been rough. worst day so far. cravings all day, thoughts lingering. need to work on some Neuro-Associative Conditioning or i will eventually dwell too long; thats what’s happened in the past. walked by somone who had just smoked a cigarette, smells bad. hadn’t noticed in a while. i think a lit cigarette will always smell like heaven, has since i was 8. is there anyway to appreciate the smell without wanting to inhale it? NAC confusion. one more day.

Jan 03, 2007, 11:28PM PST 2 cheers | 1 comment

wow  — 1 year ago

sucessfull so far (day 2). this has been much more difficult than staying sober or the milken diet (which this is technically a part of). I will consider this complete if I make it to june without a cigarette.

Jan 02, 2007, 02:15PM PST | 0 comments

symptom of the divine passion has gotten 28 cheers on this goal.

 

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