Hi everyone!
So my progress this year is abit stalling.
The ending of 2008 was sooo promising and hopeful, there was a fluffy airy-ness of optimism in the air. Then January hit and everything turn into a complete and utter chaos. Or so it seems.
My intentions this year was to be in a loving, stable relationship, get into nursing clinicals, purchase my first car…and uh I think those were the main ones. So, manifestation took its course and late Dec./early Jan. I started talking to this nice guy. Mid Jan. came and he had be hospitalized (this selfish, callous person emerges out of me), my coworker/(I thought she considered me a friend), gave me used things as a secret santa gift, which completely disgusted me and overall was disappointed in her.
I dunno, as I rant about what these past months is like, I know I do have ALOT to be thankful for! I am thankful that even though ‘he’ got in an accident, he is doing alright, I’m thankful the weeding out of people in my life, ofcourse my family and my God given resilience.
I’m sick like a dog, due to stress and this weather in PA (which I’ll never get use to, being born and raised in the Caribbean). I feel like this is all one big test. Am I being picked on, and pruned to reveal a deeper beauty? It helps looking at life that way when trials come along. Its just sooo tempting to give up…but I’m a fighter, always have been. And besides, I’m curious to see what this particular road will lead to.
Maaany blessing to you all!
w/love <3