quit drinking

fell like crap this morning. I guess its just one of those morning. atlease I know its not from beer.

felling great. its still hard somtimes ,but i dont want to go back to the person i was. i have to much to loose.

Felling good. I think its getting better every day. Its still hard somtimes when im alone. but i can muscle my way threw it. I hope everyone out there is doing well.

I put myself to a test last night. I had a friend come over and they were drinking. she did ask if it would be a problem for me, but i said no. it crossed my mind to have a drink , but when i smelled it a rush of crapy memories came back. after that i didnt even what to smell it. this morning i fell good. im so glad i didnt give in.

Cant belive i made it to 10, wow. had a great night with my girl last night. i only thought of having a drink 2 or 3 times. fells great to be in control .

woke up felling great again. i still cant belive how clear my head is. it also feels great not to get up a pea 2 or 3 times a night.

felling good today. been kinda hard at night lately. so many things running trew my head. i keep thinking a nice drink would take the edge off. but then i remember what it felt like to wake up felling like crap every morning. so I came this far, im not turning back now.

Well I made it tru the weekend. Im not going to lie , it was hard. I didnt have my daughter,so i had nothing to do. but i kept thinking that i dont need it . I woke up felling good. I think I might be able to do this.

I woke up felling wonderful. i cant belive how clear my head is. I can think better, i dont have the head pain anymore, for the first time in years my brain isnt slushing around in my head. im so thankful for this site and all of you who have writen to me with your support. every time i post a day on here i fell like i made another day. THANK YOU
scott.

Had a great night with my daughter. and it felt great not to have a beer in my hand when i was having fun with her. I guess i can have fun without drinking. this weekend is going to be hard. hopefully i can keep myself busy , and not want to drink.