accept the things I cannot change, have courage to change the things I can and have the wisdom to know the difference

still an intolerant asshole!! it just made me laugh to read it. 4 years ago

Well i have accepted what has happened this week, with various things and people. In one instead i could have had the courage to change things, but instead i had the courage not to. I had to bend the truth a little, but he will thank me later. I know its for the best, maybe not for me but i will see. At least this time i had the wisdom to know the difference. I see this as progress. 4 years ago

Is this apart of the Codependent Detachment 4 years ago

It seems hard to accept the things I cannot change but once I accept it then I think I can make a difference in my life. No more wasting time by chasing something I can’t get back. Focus on the presant and future. No more stupid drama in my life. 4 years ago

Tonight once the kids go to bed for the night I am sitting down and seeing what needs to change then I will access what I can honestly change and my partner is going to also write down what he feels needs to change about my personality and I’m going to start changing 4 years ago

So here is the deal. I went to my old church in Austin called rockpointe. this is an amazing church focused on healing peoples hurts. It is amazing and since moving to Houston I have been unable to locate a church that even comes with in a mile of this amazing church. Well, they started this new series called 40days of love and i have to say it was so convicting that i cryed while the pastor was speaking… not something i do at church. So anyway while reflecting on the people i am supposed to let know I love regaurdless it hit me in terms of my Mother. I am not the one that has to answer for the path she has chosen in life but i am the one that has to answer for not “loving” her as she is. I have to answer to God about how i dealt with the trials her choices have placed me in. It is sad that her choices as well as mine effect so many people. The truth is that it does. 4 years ago

and one day I’ll mark it completed

Sorry if this entry won’t suit the heading but I have to post it somewhere
Well, to certain extent it does relate to the above

I’m so amazed by the progress I have done over the last year
I know
Sometimes people make wrong decisions
but still any decision is better than no decision
Sometimes they will regret
Sometimes they will be correct
I’m wondering how I dare to be grateful for underestimation
But surely I am

It’s a learning experience that pays me off with increased self-esteem which is what I really appreciate

I still have it in mind that
There are always at least two ways out4 years ago

I am having difficulty accepting the things i can’t change. It is even more difficult than having the courage to change the things i can. 4 years ago

my attitude whereas changing the nature of a man is impossible as such 4 years ago

their willingness to hurt me
I can change my attitude
and refuse the ‘gift’
and stay intact 4 years ago