shave more often

Or else I’ll look like a hobo.

I have gotten back to a more conscious way of shaving. I don’t like shaving daily, but three days is now my outer limit, every two days ideally. It’s a matter of not letting myself get too casual in my habits.

Basically every second day.

This means that I don’t go over that line into looking unkempt and flaccid by, let’s say, going five days without a shave. On the other hand I spend more time looking utterly clean shaven and, to me, typical and ordinary. Somehow, looking casually scruffy seemed to bypass being those categories and somehow be cool and together looking, which my previous ideal of letting my beard go for three days allowed at times. Upon consideration, this thinking actually seems itself to be pretty typical, ordinary. It’s all just appearances, right? I’m the same person on the inside, no matter how often I’ve shaved. But, whether I like what I see when I look in a mirror subtly affects my confidence. This will take some more consideration… especially with the changes in my physical appearance over the last few years.

If you want to shave more often just go to a place where a bunch of guys yell at you untill you learn how to… I call it BMT. You can attend at Lackland AF base…...

P.s. My wife thinks I look better and that a plus!

and not just in the summer. yikes.

I did for a week another goal I will only be able to do once I get in BASIC TRAINING>>>

and skirts ready. aI have been on top of this all summer now and it has really made a difference in how I feel, I don’t have to worry about anything when I am picking out somethign to wear. This is a better choice I have been making lately. Better than the photos.

a lot more recently. I think there has been only one time since my last entry that you could actually see the hair on my legs. I don’t know why this is such a big pain in the ass. But then, we were never brought up to be prissy feminine girls. Clothing, accesssories, hairdos, perfume, makeup, shaving, were all things that we were not taught or was ever even talked about in the house. I didn;t have a lot of girlfriends growing up and frankly, it just never became a habit. It takes me 2 minutes to get ready to go anywhere after my shower. I have long straihgt hair and I only wear eyeliner. That kinda makes getting ready easy. I need to learn to take pleasure in doing these things and maybe I will do better.

since I made this goal. I think I did it.

every second day, not bad at all.