I realized I stopped caring about a lot of things. I do not take things so seriously anymore. I’ve become very sarcastic and nonchalant. Of course some things still bother me but I’ve come a long way. I’m so proud of myself! 3 years ago
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i use to like hearing about other people’s problems. this is becasue i was sad and listening/helping others is relief for that. but now i don’t care anymore. i don’t want to hear about other people because i know that i don’t know them and they’re not like me, no matter what they seem like.
wishy washy stuff about feelings doesn’t effect me so much anymore. except that now i feel my happiness is more important.
selfishness can be healthy sometimes. this isn’t to say i am an asshole now or want to become one. i am just less emotional now or needy. and thats good. 5 years ago
Indifference is the key to happiness
or at least help achieve happiness.
I need to do this ASAP. 5 years ago
I’ve been loosing up. letting go of things. I think its a good realease for the most part. Now…I need to start caring about getting my old friends back. 5 years ago
I just care too much about too many stupid things. That’s gotta stop. It’ll feel so much more better 6 years ago
ok so all the bullshit i have gone through i want to forget! i just want o be in a place were no one knows who i am and wonders why i smile so much! i want to be happy with the one i love and not worry about all the mistakes i have done or think about the past and people that would love to see me fail in love and life. I want to be able to say this is who i am and i will always be ok with the decisions that i made! 7 years ago
i picked up a lot of overtime at work so that i would be too busy to sit aroudn and think about the results. i mean overtine from hearing sbout the interview to going, then a good batch from after the interview to the results. i even overshot it. after i got in i was soo busy i couldnt even go celebrate because i had another week worth of overtime to do. i think this is a good goal for anyone on the edge . 7 years ago
i interviewed for med school on Monday and i definitely don’t want to think about this too much. i have 3 weeks until the results are back so i signed up for hella over time at work…at least that way i wont be worrying myself into an oblivion.
only 2 things can happen they either let me in or “dont have room in the Class.” if its the latter it will be a test of the “Not flipping out?” goal. i do have more faith than fear but the best resolution between wildly optimistic and overly practical is to just not care. so yeh… i dont care 7 years ago
I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT U THINK!!!! ANY OF U!!! THIZ FEELS SO MUCH BETTER THAN BEING AFRAID. THINKING “WHAT IF U DONT LIKE ME??” I KNO NOW SOME PPLZ WILL HATE MY AZZ AND SOME PPL WILL LUV THA SHIT OUTTA ME…..SO U KNO WHAT FUCK IT7 years ago