Spend a day,from night on wards to the whole yesterday with my boyfriend and my friends.But that’s just easy.
Helped an old friend sort his girlfriend problems and had long conversations,connected with an old acquaintance who is now a friend and close to my heart list,connected with my three good friends,and their single woes,made an old foe a friend,or at least more affiliated to me.Had an connect with an old acquaintance.Made a new friend.Yuuuuup!!!Shook the night without running around,and build everyone up on the floor.Got a drunk friend home.
I have developed a build u up attitude with people.I listen to them,irrespective of whether they are wrong or right.I have stopped giving my opinions off like a high school teacher and let them express out what they feel.I have learned to express how much they matter to me,in surprise hugs,love,appreciation,care (a lot from like 2 weeks ago).I have done all this without feeling vunerable,or insecure or anything.The thing is,I have even started doing that for myself.I stand for myself when someone says anything against me,quietly but firmly.I say what I think,and who I am,and then ask them to meet me.I have started questioning the old shadows of me,saying I am not like that anymore,and proving it.Like the fact I wasnt late.Even though everyone expected me too,and gave me Oh God here she goes.I told them firmly I dont do that,and proved it with a lets see.And I showed them.This is awesome.Standing up for me.
I have given up the urge to win every argument.I stand on my view point assertively and then say Ill take your point in consideration.If its about facts I say,I know this is right,however I’ll check what you said.I have awesome friends.
said i love you to my bf,my friends and gave people hugs.. 14 months ago